I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting but I remember everything
what have I become my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt and I will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns upon my lairs chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feeling disappear you are someone else I am still right here
what have I become my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt
if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way
