What are these emotions?

     You know the feeling that your supposed to get when you kiss the one you love. Well I didn't have those feelings. Sure I had a lot of friends both male and female but I just didn't have the emotions that all my friends seem to have. I am different I know that . But am I so different that I don't have feelings for anyone? 

     I have many friend. Most of them are guys and a few are girls, but what separates them from each other are there special trade marks. My guy friends all have a common ground which is sports, they either play tennis, football or basketball . I play tennis and so does my younger brother, he pays football and his friends are one or the other. Now my girls on the other hand they don't take a liking to sports unless it has guys half naked in it, which is why they enjoy swimming.

     I enjoy swimming , I use to swim but that's in the past . I haven't set foot in a pool in over months but its my decision. My friends are great to hang out with and when we go out we go out . The nights are great and I enjoy myself but I'm not a couple person. If I see a couple then I just turn the other way. I'm use to my friends saying I need a man I'm my life but I just haven't find the right one . Is it so wrong that I'm a romantic ? To answer that I would say yea it is. I was as boring as they can get with my "love life" I see a few guys that were ok but they never were anything great for me to look twice at . I had a thing when I looked at guys it was either they were ok or cute , I did find guys that were above the cute category but they either have a girl or girls or they were gay, which was fine by me.

     I wasn't anything to look at I was just a plain 5 feet 7 inch girl . I am half Chinese and half Jamaican, most of my friends didn't believe me when I said I was Jamaican but I am . They asked me why I move from Jamaica to come live in The states. I just told them it was my parents idea to move . So I'm nothing special , just me with my black hair with brown tips, brown eyes acne free light brown skin and my shape as my friend Kayla would say. I still can believe that she's gay . I remember a conversation with a her and a guy he was hitting on her at a party and I thing the conversation went something like this,

   " Can I have your number ?"  he asked with a confident tone in his voice . Usually my friend Kayla didn't turn down guys but I could see she was trying to be kind to him but the would not take a hint. Before I knew it my 6 feet 4 inch friend opened her mouth and said the words that made so many before him speechless , "I am a lesbian ", there it was I just shook my head for the poor guy . He tried to reply but all he could get out was " But , but " so Kayla just placed the last nail in the coffin and said " I don't swing your way , so goodbye." She walked of and the guy was just there in the end looking lost . Who could blame him she had all the good and the curves in the right place I wonder why she was gay ,but I don't judge ,

      That still made me smile , it is kind of funny only my friend.

Grammar and spelling errors so don't judge too hard ok thanks