Mixed Connection | Moe Adams

Before I leave

Heyyy. My name is Zahra Marjani. I'm Senegalese & Egyptian. I'm dark skin w/ medium brown curly hair. I'm 5'6 and I'm kind of thick inna hips. I'm a very outgoing person so I make friends pretty easily, I'm goofy but mature at the same time, I'm very devoted to my religion...I minister at church from time because helping people through their situations is a passion to me. Though I love caring for people I also have a bad temper. I do modeling & music here and there and since I live in Atlanta I get good opportunities. I'm moving out because I'm of age and I got a modeling gig in New York. I've always lived in a small city so moving to the big apple is something new to me.

I live with my parents, 2 younger brothers named Cody who is 17 and Emmanuel who is 15, I also live with my two younger twin sisters named Italia & Armani who are 5 years old. Meanwhile I'm the first born, I'm 19 years old.
Being the oldest has matured me at a young age just because of the simple fact that I always had to watch my younger siblings, cook for them, clean up after, etc. Gosh, they swore up and down that I was their mother when ma went to work. Emmanuel always asking me to make him food and help him with his homework. Cody always in my room laying in my bed. The twins always crying. Plus trying to maintain my own responsibilities, Lord knows it was stressful but I wouldn't trade any of my siblings for anyone in this world.

I was sitting on the couch playing Left For Dead with Cody. Zombies coming left and right, me and Cody popping them all. I had the Uzi and Cody had the M-16, we were set. "Y'all some ass at this game" my baby brother walks in and says "Boy bet I get more kills than you though" I say challenging him. "Bet, say less" he says. He went over and grabbed the controller from Cody's hand. As we started playing, a whole horde of zombies had came and I was shooting at them all. Manny got some good kills too. There was a BIG zombie that Manny got caught up by and had to shoot it off of him.
Manny: Thanks sis
Me: Don't thank me, you about to lose boy
Manny: Still yapping that jaw huh?
...with that he followed up with killing tons of zombies resulting in me losing🤦🏾‍♀️. "HAHA" he says so close I can predict what he last ate. I rose up and playfully squared up, " boy don't forget I'm the oldest still" I said with a giggle in my voice. He squares back up with me while Cody just sits there laughing while recording us. We threw a couple fake hits but nothing too serious. We finally stopped as my father walks in and says, "there are my kids"

" the only kids in here is these two" I say to my father playfully because I know he's sad for me leaving. "I really need you to know that we are here for you. If ever you need anything...and I mean anything, your mom and I have your back." My father loves giving me lectures of how much he loves us. My father has been my rock for as long as I can remember. He's my first love💙 When I move away tomorrow I will truly miss my family but I am ready for a new beginning.