A new beggining had came
but why do i feel this way
being left out and out of fame
that's why i felt so lame
ones i see their new un admirable faces
my blood stream raises
for i never thought this kind of last greeting
the environmental torture is the only thing that im noticing
everytime i look outside the hell's window..
i remember memories that seems to end with sorrow
memories that should be kept forever.
the times when we are all together..
why..why do i cry when i remember the memoirs of happiness
why do i smile when i recall our stupidness
there are many insicurities that im facing today..
that's why im tryin to fight for my shattered dreams everyday..
whenever i enter my world now..
it seems like im in a huge pedestal..
living with unfortunate souls
watching them trashing their lives but then it is their faults..
for the only thing that i can do today..
is to catch dreams and kind things..
cauze theres no gaining heaven in being affected to shrugs.
DEDICATED.TO THE 4TH YEAR ME..