The first week I was really confident to see you soon again. I took care of my self, just like you said.
I went to the university, I did my homework and tried to eat properly.
Because I knew, that I could make you proud of me if I would do these things. So at the third day of the first week, I sent you a message, in which I told you, that I had hoped you were safe and healthy and you finally had seen your grandmother.
Somehow there never was an answer, back then I guessed that you were not focused on other things than your grandmother, so I didn't mind.
The week passed slowly and nothing special happened; nobody talked to me, nobody was worried about me.
In that week, I didn't get a single response from you.
