My heart feels like its rebreaking. It hurts so fucking much . I'm crying and I never ever cry. It feels worse than any injury I've ever had... Including carved words and broken bones. Im literally gasping for breath. It hurts as I type this. To realize that she never loved me months after the fact.. It hurts so fucking much and I will most likely cry myself to sleep. I feel like curling myself into a ball and dying... Drowning myself ... Throwing my self off a bridge in a car at an insane speed. Jumping off a cliff. And slicing my wrists and stabbing myself in the heart... Basically any way to die. I'm hurting and nobody even fucking notices... I'm depressed and suicidal. All because of a couple words.it hurts so much. And I can't even stop it. I have pain all where my heart is supposed to be.., but it feels like she ripped it out and rubbed salt deep in and stomped all over my heart and chest. Every breath hurts. And I think I'm having a panic attack . Most adults would be like " oh you dont knowwhat real love is. It's just puppy love or it's just a crush " if this is a crush or puppy love why do I feel so heartbroken and like I'm gonna die? Might as well try and sleep. Goodnight cruel world... You shouldn't have showed me those words...
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PoetryI'm depressed. These will be more on the ranty side of poems I guess for some of them. But follow me through my pain and suffering. If you don't want to... Good. I don't give a French fry. Read if you want.. If not I don't care. Update: September 2n...
