Innocent Killer

For a reason

I had gotten my AK-47 machine gun and was currently standing by the metal wall that was being used as targets. My psycho side had been wanting to take control of my mind and I had it under control until... Buck started chuckling. "Be careful, sweety. That gun is dangerous." He say in a sickly sweet tone. I then lose control and C.C.P. takes over.

I turn while loading the gun, resulting in me aiming the gun straight for Buck's head. His eyes shot open out of shock and everyone except for Axel step out of way, leaving me a clean way for me to shoot Buck. I then slip my finger over the trigger and Axel steps in front of Buck. "C.C.P. please don't shoot." Axel says. I can see tears slowly forming in his eyes.

"Move Axel." Buck warns him.

"No. You are constantly protecting me, let me protect you for once." Axel replies. I raise an eyebrow at them out of confusion, I then smirk at the two.

"I don't care if you both die. Less people to worry about carrying their weight when on the battle field." I say to the two standing in front of me.

"WAIT!" I hear Carter yell from the crowd. He then steps out a slowly walks over to me, his hands up showing me that he holds no threat. "Lily, please don't do this. You are not a killer. Just put the gun down, please." He tries to calm me. His little speech only infuriating me further. I growl and narrow my eyes at Buck and Axel in response.

"That is where you are wrong, I am a killer." I state. Carter looks at me a shocked and hurt expression on his face. Reap walks up from behind him and places his hand on his shoulder.

"Let me handle this." He says to him simply. Carter turn and glances over his shoulder once before retreating back into the crowd.

"C.C.P. why?" Reap asks me.

"What?" I respond.

"Why do want to kill him so bad?" He rephrases his question.

"They...he...umm.." I struggle answer.

"That is what I thought. You are attempting to kill the innocent. I know you trained to kill, but you kill for a reason. Killing Buck would make you feel horrible, trust me. Killing innocent is not a good feeling. Please, reconsider." He says in a calming voice. 

"But..." I start.

"But what?" He responds.

"I don't want to kill Axel. Buck just...just...reminds me of what my mother did. She said I was worthless... weak... useless. She would beat me and..and..." I try to speak, but it ends up coming out like sobs. 

"Could you all leave?" Reap asks the crowd that was standing around us. They don't say anything, but leave anyways, leaving me, Reap, Dad, Axel, and Buck.

"I'm sorry." I hear someone whisper. Buck then steps out from behind Axel with his hands in the air, mocking surrender. "I didn't know how much I was hurting you. I was just jealous, I am not used to having a girl beat me at everything." Buck explains himself.

"See, Buck even apologized. Now can you please put down the gun." Reap says soothingly.

I had now gained control over my psycho side and I set the gun down. I then walk over to Buck and Axel and give them a hug. I know, you think I am crazy, but it calms my nerves and Axel looked like he needed a hug. Buck was shocked, but then hugged me back. Axel immediately responded and hugged me back.