I Held My Head Up High (Sequel to Adopted By Lin Manuel Miranda)

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TIME SKIP TO ONE WEEK LATER IN NY
(Sorry for all the time skips oops)
"Dad." I groaned, rolling off the couch.
"Yes, B." Dad raised his eye brows at me as I laid on the ground between the sofa and coffee table.
"I'm tired." Dad laughed a little.
"I'm sorry." I sat up and grabbed a blanket out of the basket next to the couch.
"Can we order Chinese?" I asked, standing up and wrapping myself if the blanket.
"You can have Chinese if you can order it yourself." Dad laughed, looking up and knowing I wouldn't order it.
"Dad!" I rolled my eyes, falling back onto the couch. "Can you please order it."
"I said if you wanted it you had to order it." He shrugged at me going back on his laptop.
"Can I ask mom to order it?" Dad rolled his eyes at me and nodded.
"I think she's giving Seb a bath." I thanked him and ran down the hall.
"Mother." I turned into the bathroom, Seb was in the bath and mom was half watching him, half on her phone.
"Daughter." Mom laughed, setting her phone on the counter.
"Dad said we could get Chinese, can you order it?" I asked and she nodded.
"Do we have drinks or do I need to get drinks to?"
"Hang on." I stepped into the hallway. "Dad!" I shouted. "Do we have stuff to drink?"
"I'll check." I heard him walk into the kitchen, and open the fridge. "Plenty of drinks for you all," he started. "Not enough alcohol." Dad added quietly.
I'm pretty sure only I had heard him because I busted out laughing and mom was very confused.
"What?" Mom asked, picking up Seb and wrapping him in a towel.
"Nothing, my love." Dad laughed.
"Here you get Sebastian in pajamas and whatever and I'll order food." Dad nodded, kissing moms cheek, then carrying Seb to his room.
I followed dad, most of the way, but kept walking until I got my room. 
I walked to my desk and grabbed the small notebook, that I had used as a diary since a few months ago.
I flipped through the pages, reading the thoughts of mine from, like February.
I guess I'm kinda glad I had this notebook. If I actually had died after a suicide attempt. Dad would've had a good idea of what led up to everything.
I shook my head and quit reading the pages after it started to go downhill a little.
I opened to the next blank page and began to write.
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