Broken💔(Jahseh Onfroy)

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When I stopped He was staring at me and laughing 

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"Why yall laughing?"

"Well because I see you like me n ski's  music" Jahseh said. Then it dawned on me... that's why they look so familiar.

"Omfgg i knew I knew y'all  from somewhere!!" I yelled smiling 

"You didn't know the whole time?" Jahseh said raising an eyebrow. Opening the door to his house. We had dropped ski off at his house. He led me to his room.

30 minutes later 

"What's your favorite color" he asked

" Purple and red, how bout you?"

"Black and red" he said. We've been talking and getting to know each other. We were just laying on his bed watching Naruto Shippuden. I picked up my phone and looked at the time. 3:56AM . I was scrolling thru instagram for a good 5 minutes and saw that jahseh posted something. It was a video of someone playing the piano and jah was singing. His voice is so pretty😍😍😍. 

I went to his page then started to frown. His bio read: "still want to die" . I think he noticed that I got sad. He asked what's wrong. Then I showed him my phone. Then he gave it back and acted like nothing happened.

"why... why would you want to?"

"Paris, just leave it alone?"

"No, I care about you... I want to know so I could help"

"You care about me? Please. You don't even know me, you don't know how I feel🙄. I don't need your help" he said with an attitude 

"Wow, I'm just trying to help you, your so ungrateful.. I actually care for you, no bullshit, all I want to do is help you and get close to you!! I want to die too, you think you're the only one with problems?! Well your not, so I'm sorry for trying to help!!" I yelled with tears in my eyes. I ran out the door and went to my house. I went to my room and locked the door. I crying like no tomorrow.

This is what I get for caring about people. That whole situation made me feel bad. He really hit me where it hurts. Where are my blades? I can't deal with people. I found my blades and started to cut everywhere I could. I even have about 3 on my face. Then I got a text

Dagger⚔️: come back

Dagger⚔️: please 

Dagger⚔️: you better not be doing what I think you're doing

Dagger⚔️: I'm coming over

Shit! I forgot our rooms are right next to each other. As soon as  I went to close my window he was already in. He scanned my body from head to toe looking at all the blood.

"Fuck! Man Paris, why?!"

"Why the fuck do you care?"

"Don't give me dat shit. Where's your blade?" He said looking for it . He found it on my bed. He then threw them out the window. I'm so fucking annoyed. I just went in my bed. Then I felt him get in with me. He started to hug me.

"Don't ever do some shit like that again" he said. I could hear the anger in his voice.

Jahseh

The only reason why I questioned her caring about me is because I really like her. I just... don't believe if she actually cares about me. But after tonight, I believe it 100%. But I can't believe that's she's like me... what happened to her? Now I'm interested in knowing her story. Man I can't believe I made her cut herself like this. But it's like 4:47AM so I'm bout to knock out.

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This chapter is kinda short, sorry 😕

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