I don’t know about you but I’m that kind of girl who adore the Magcon boys. Yes I’m in love with Cameron, Nash, Matthew, Shawn, Carter, Taylor,Aaron jack and jack.But sometimes I asked myself if I’m really in love with them… or do i just need something to believe in ?Do I need this 9 Boys to find /fix myself? Ok,Maybe you’re thinking… wtf what is this bi** trying to tell me?
Guys … the point is that I don’t want to challenge that we love them.. ’cause of course we do. WE ARE ONE FAMILY.
But do you know that feeling when everything gone wrong? when you don’t know how to deal with life?In this situations you look at your mobile screen and what you gonna see ?Maybe a picture of the Magcon boys… Maybe with a sentence on it…for example ’Reasons to smile’ . Or you watch vines or Youtube videos by them. Or you’re just lay in bed and listen to shawn’s beautiful voice.
Yes they make us happy and strong and I’m so thankful .
But in this situations i just ask myself. why you’re so happy ? and i came to the conclusion that i need something to hold on.I identify myself with this love. And then I don’t fix myself..NO i lose it, I lose it in every tweet, vine, thought. And I’m just feeling misunderstood except for the boys.
In daily situations i seek for things that reminds me of them just to imagine what happened if they were here.
So I just tried to write my feelings down… May this text confuse you… but it confuse me either.
But did you figure out what i supposed to tell you ?
