A/N: Warning ahead; This is a gloomy one-shot. I thought of this one shot last night after Hyunsik's Swimming music video, and the rain was falling hard. So, to your own risk; feel free to read this!
This is a little sensitive as well, so please leave if you're not up to those things.
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"I'm tired of life."
Years of being successful, having the looks- and even the body and talents everyone wanted.
Everyone thought she was happy.
But she's not.
She sighs heavily, finally finishing the last paper work at this week within just the Tuesday approaching. Everyone was saluting her as a responsible worker, she can just reply with a weak smile.
"Park Sooyoung." She gulped, before hearing the certain icy voice. "Ma'am." She whispered, lifting her gaze into the blonde boss of hers. "Can you finish these as well?"
She sighs, smiling. "Yes, ma'am."
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Heavy droplets of rain started to fall down, as soon as Sooyoung noticed the water dripping on her arms within the step she took away from the building- her heart started to freeze by the cold atmosphere lingering on her sides.
Her eyes hovered around the city lights, everything goes blurry around her.
Her legs was slowly giving up, and her arms were being shaky as well. After the couple of years she was living, she never realized that success won't define her happiness.
All her hardworks during her school days, nothing was going right.
Money isn't enough to let her fall into oblivion of the reality.
After all, she's all alone in this world.
Her voice cracks inside, her lips parting slowly while letting the rain sink, damping her clothes that seems to worth more than silver. Still, it didn't bother her. She emptily walks along the side walk, completely forgetting that she can just take a cab and just go home to talk to her papers... sketches, and even her stories. She closes her eyes, gulping the bitter sweet reality while shutting her voice.
Everything went on slow motion, as soon as she cracks her eyes open- she thought her life was going to disappear right before her vision.
She embraces it.
Her limbs were paralyzed at the moment, her mouth was left hanging. Her heart was leaping out of her chest- she didn't knew if she should be happy or sad. After all, she's tired of living.
She closed her eyes shut once again, waiting for the impact to break her bones and heart apart- not until she felt a strong hand grabbing her paralyzed arms away from the scene.
That's when her eyes shot wide open.
All she can feel now was falling into the chest of the culprit, who was breathing heavily as the rain continued to shower both of them. She kept on blinking her eyes, realizing how she disturbed a lot of people for causing such a scene.
Who was this person who saved her?
She tipped her chin upwards, looking at the human who had the fast reflex and heart in terms of this. As soon as their eyes met, her heart was shattered apart.
It was her ex-boyfriend.
"Sungjae." She mumbled.
Life really hates me.
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FanfictionAfter all, we're just a bunch of sad and mad people. Inspired by : Hyunsik's Swimming music video.