Prologue:
They always say that "Live Life to the Fullest"
Eat as much as you can as if their's no tomorrow
Sing in the top of your lungs as if their's no tomorrow
Dance gracefully as if their's no one watching you
Study hard as if thier's no tomorrow
work as hard as you can as if their's no tomorrow
Walk with your chin up as if you own the world
Smile to everyone as if you know him/her
Love as much as you could as if their's no tomorrow
But the thing is
How can i live life to the fullest if i don't know what i want?
How can i live life to the fullest if i'm living for others?
If i do what they want me to do?
If i am who they want me to be?
How can i live life to the fullest when i have to do everything i hate....
How can i live life to the fullest when my life always revolves for them......for their happiness and enjoyment....
Now tell me is it worth living for?
When you have forgotten all your dreams because of imitating her...
or even surpassing her..
How can i live life to the fullest when everything that i'll do is for their happiness...
When you have to be perfect infront of them and to the other people
When you have to copy everything in her......physically,mentally and socially...
They really sucks......they want me to be someone i hate....
They want me to dress like her...
They want me to look like her...
They want me to be just like her....
All her attributes they want me to copy everything she is....that broke me into pieces....
They always want me to be perfect......
but i can't......
Copying the one that i once trust really SUCKS!!!!!!
And
How can i live life to the fullest when who i am right now is not who i am inside and not the way that i want it to be....
How can i live life to the fullest if i don't know what i'm living for?
How can i live life to the fullest if i have nothing to live for?
Also
How can i live life to the fullest if i'm not who i am right now?
That's why i want to find my true self....
Being desperate in finding my self i've made such a stupid decision that i will regret for my whole life......
And that is to runaway.....
BINABASA MO ANG
The Broken Heart of an Imitator
Teen FictionThey always compare me to my sister who's a two face duck. A saint when everyone's watching but A demon when were alone together. My parents didn't believe me anymore because of her. My friends were nowhere to be found because of her. My reputation...
