Garbage's Nightmare

My Nitemare

I wish everything is just a Nightmare...
Its her fault! Its her fault! She dont love me at all! She dont care about me! I hate her! Please wake me up from this nightmare. Im dying in pain, my heart was broke into pieces. If i can turn backnin time, i would choose not to know the truth. At fist, i thought its okay to know eveything about me, i was so strong and brave that time thinking i can carry on my life no matter how painful the truth is but its not. I was too innocent to believe in myself that i can handle the real thing about me. Then later i found myself wandered and lost like a dust in a garbage. I am so weak, hopeless and in pain like theres no end. It always haunts me like a very, very bad dream. Ive tried to mask myself to people who loved me but still the truth rooted into me as time go by, it grows deeper and controlled the whole of me. I always blamed her. Because its her Fault! I hate her! I want to end this nightmare.