Just Me

I have been beaten, bruised, and berated by no one other than my myself. 

Hello my name is Depression, 

I am not aloud to tell you my name for the depression would tag in it's friend anxiety and I would be forced to say Goodbye.  And not in a good way, I'd shrivel up and walk away like a slug does when salt is poured on its body. A little piece of me chipping away each time I'm forced to make contact.

Hello, my name is Depress-

As I speak more to others about my unfortunate status, I feel the weight lifting from my shoulders. Aha, you thought I meant actual speech. Tumbler, Facebook, and Text messages from friends is where I am most comfortable. 

Hello, my name is Dep-

Words are meant to be written and read. Black and white with some many different interpretations. My love for writting keeps me sane. I use it as an outlet when things start to fade. As my fingers pound on the keys so does my heart. The anxiety, this time, is thrilling me. See I've never-

Hello, my name is Depress-

Sit straight and stare, check out for a while, do not think about a thing. I am in contr-

Or so you think,

Hello my name is Destiny, 

No puns are intended but mind certainly is over matter. Because when you stop think about it or maybe even after a blunt, the truth to the point is the brain named its self. Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain. I choose my path. 

Hello my name is Destiny, 

And I say TeamFreeWill! I've never been so bold to share my writing with anyone. Let alone a contest. Depression may be my label but that's not enough for me. Let's be clear, the struggle is real. Figuratively, I fight, bite, kick and scream. However, on paper I can be anyone, and I choose to be me. 

Hello, my name is Destiny, 

Becoming a writer is one of my dreams. Depression aside communication is always key.  Whether its a trusted alley, a doctor, or that one special stuffed animal you keep tucked away. 

I no more words to be spoken on this matter you speak. For I'm sure I will continue in just fine being me because 

Hello, my name is Destiny