Kissing, Missing* You

I Want You

Facetime ringing....

Ringing.....

The number you have dialed is not available leave a message after the tone...beep

"Hoseok it's Arlin, answer your phone as soon as possible. I really miss you and need to hear your voice...Call me back when you can, bye love you..."

That's my fifth time calling him and he's not picking up. It's 8:54 pm here but it's 12:54 pm in Seoul, what happened that he's not answering? Yeah he's busy but he'll usually pick up after my second or third call. I lay back in bed and close my eyes. I can see his smiley face in my mind and I don't want to let it go. I open my eyes and reality hits... He's 5,953 miles away from me and I can't catch any flights to him. He's on a schedule and doesn't have any time to come here. I guess I'm stuck with just facetiming him. It's better than anything really. I pick up my phone to continue rewatching Goblin. Gong Yoo is so adorable in Goblin! I just got to the part where he and the Grim Reaper have knives at each other when I got a call from Hoseok! I sat up in bed so quick and answered the call.

"Arlin, you there?" Oh man do I love his husky smooth voice.
"Yeah I'm here. You finally picked up!" "Sorry about that you know how busy my schedules get, I really miss you" "I miss you too I wish I could fly over there to see you and be with you" I play with my nails and fidget with my glasses. "Me too but I'm figuring things out over here. I just sent you a photo it's a surprise I got you. It's when you move over here one day." I opened to see an attachment from him and it was a dog! It was a pug, a baby pug! I love pugs so much! "Awe Hoseok it's so adorable, I love pugs so much! How old is she or he?!?" "She's 3 months old! I haven't named her yet, I've been waiting to name her with you" "Awe that's so sweet! How about Kora!?!" "Awe babe that's so cute, almost as cute as you. Her name is now Kora!" We talked on and on about our new puppy and how happy she'll be. I can't wait to see Hoseok and Kora! I wish I could continue to talk to Hoseok but I'll have to talk to him later it's getting late and I have to sleep.

"Babe I have to go to sleep, I have work in the morning" "Do you have to go now, I want to keep hearing that beautiful voice of yours" I swear to god I could see him smirking and winking, he's such a flirt. "Yes I have to work so I can make that moneyyyyy" He chuckled and oh God my heart still races to this day just because of anything he does. He sighed dramatically "Alright then I love you so much and I hope you dream of me" I blushed so much I hope he doesn't notice "I'm 100% sure that you're blushing right now. Damn it "Yeah I am, just hearing you say I love you makes my heart race so much. I love you so much and I'll dream of you" "You better, bye love you."

He hanged up, I place my hand over my heart, it's still racing. I'm smiling so much it's crazy. The things this boy does to me. I go to sleep smiling dreaming of him...
Wonho and I were cuddling on the couch watching a Disney movie. I could feel him staring at me instead of the movie and I got so red. I kept trying to focus on the screen but his gaze is so adorable I can't help it. I shift my body towards him and grab his cheeks. His cheeks are so soft, I squish them. He smile and my heart does a flip. "What are you doing?" "What do you mean 'what are you doing' what are you doing? We're supposed to be watching the movie together!" "But I'm watching something way better staring at you" I blush so much and he caresses my cheek. He pulls me closer to him and whispers,"You're my world, my love, my one and only." He leans in closer to me and starts tilt-

My alarm just had to go off at this time didn't it. My summer is almost over, one more month and back to school. I haven't done much for summer, just waiting for Wonho I guess. I really want to see him, I want to go on ice cream dates with him and somehow he'll get it on his nose and I'll take it off for him, going out to karaoke, taking Kora to the dog park, just being together, seeing him smile and laugh. I want to walk around and hold his hands, I want to lay in his arms, I want him to hold me, I just want to be with him. I want him physically because I really miss him and it's driving me insane. I take the metro to work and honestly I just want to sleep in, dream more of Hoseok. I send him a good morning text because he doesn't mind at all if I text him whenever. I hate taking the metro to work but hey I got to work to make a living. I want to say I work at a local coffee shop but it's 30 minutes away by metro.

I work as a barista for Im's Coffee Shop and Changkyun is the best. He's the manager of the shop and he's pretty laid back. Changkyun is only 21 and his best friends also work at his shop, they support his career while they're our doing different jobs. Kihyun and Jooheon are his best friends and support him, they eventually became my best friends. I arrived to work on time and check in to get my day started. Hoseok is the CEO of a marketing business and modeling company, he often models but his current client that is everywhere is Hyungwon. Honestly in any magazine that I'll look for, Hyungwon is either smacked on the front cover or is mentioned on it. Hyungwon is amazingly attractive and does his job well. My day goes by quick as Im's Coffee Shop is pretty popular especially for our Coconut Expresso that's to die for apparently. During my break I sit at the counter and take in the shop. It's aesthetically pleasing beige walls with black furniture and sofas around desk tables. The smell of coffee is so sweet and the aroma is fantastic. The glass windows and the structure of the building is breathtaking that I can't describe it. As I'm staring off into space admiring the decor of the place, Jooheon plops right next me. "What's gucci?" I state at him oddly,"Boy what do you mean what's gucci? What is that?" "Arlin get updated, it means what's good!" "What's good my ass. This job is good and you'll get fired since you're not on break yet!" "Arlin are you okay? Have you checked the time, you're not on break anymore..." "Jooheon what do you mean-" I look at the clock and it was 3 pm, I was 30 minutes off of break and back to my shift. "Jooheon you barely had the decency to tell me now!" "Kihyun tried to get you but you wouldn't answer so he went back to chilling with Minhyuk" "God you three get me upset sometimes" I got up and walked back to my station. "You know you love us," yelled Minhyuk. Kihyun and Jooheon just laughed. I flipped them the bird, and they fell out of the chairs laughing so hard. I have 10 minutes then you can beat them up. 10 minutes and you'll be going home, talking to Wonho. A customer in all black and a mask walked up to the register. I was now at 5 minutes. His voice was smooth but not too deep, kind of just right. His voice reminded me of someone but it can't be him. He left years ago and he left me... But the way his eyes look and his voice, it's all too familiar. I can't help but stare and a flashback happened to me.

"Yah! Come back! Arlin stop running come back!"
"You're going to have to catch me!"
"Arlin watch out! There's a-"
Headlights flashed before me and I fell to the ground. I groaned in pain as my vision kept blurring
"-ah help me"
There was so much blood from my head and I couldn't stay awake anymore...

I fell to the floor holding my head. It can't be him, no he, he didn't come back after the accident.
"Miss are you okay? Arli- Are you okay?"
There it went, he almost said my name. It has to be him. It has to be, but I don't want it to be. I backed away from him, he came around the counter. Changkyun came out,"Arlin what's all the commot-" He looked angry,"Yah! Who do you think you are to attack our employees! Think you're so tough! I'm going to have to kic-" "Changkyun, he was trying to help me. I just fell, I'm okay!" He looked skeptical but he left it alone. He backed out from the counter and went back to the storage room. Mystery guy helped me back up. It's been bothering me I have to ask,"Do I- Do I know you from somewhere?" He panicked and looked around. He didn't speak for 30 seconds and rhen he opened his mouth,"Actually you-" Changkyun popped back up,"Arlin you're going home, shifts over!" I yell back at him,"Aight see you tomorrow." By the time I turn back around he's gone. "But he was just here a minute ago..."

I walk outside and it's raining, just my luck. I run to the metro station and apparently I have to wait 10 minutes till the next train gets here. I saw the mysterious man again, this time I'm going to get answers. I walked straight up to him in the pouring rain and called him out," Yah! You! I need some answers from you." He starts,"About earlier I was going to tell you that-" "Just say it do I know you or not?" Hurt and pain flashed across his face. "Arlin do you not remember me?"

His mask that was hiding his face comes off and his hat flops to the ground. The rain stops for a moment, my hand comes towards my mouth and my eyes widen in shock. I can't believe it. It really is him, after all these years.

"Its me, remember"
"It's you, Shownu-ah"

A/N: Ahhh I hate cliff hangers but you don't know what happens after this so still cliff hanger..please give this this a lot of love even though I'm a shitty writer and yes this is a Wonho ff but I just need suspense and build up so please bear(?) with me. Like, comment, vote. Share with your friends or something please just give me and this lots of love ♡