Choose Me

love is...

Yugyeom pov

Rain pouring down like thousands of bullet dancing in a wars, thunder rumbling like screaming decade rages while lighting flash down like there no more tomorrow and here i stand in front of her apartment like an idiot who thought she would be scared but look like she enjoying this like all of these sounds is a blast of song in a club

I slam the door, i don't care if i distrub they making love session or not, i walk away ignoring the heavy rain. I keep walking till i got no more energy out of me, till i fall on my knees.

"DUCK YOU MONTH OF FREAKING FREAK UGH- AHHHHHH I DON'T KNOW I-I.... " i scream out loud in the middle of road

"I-i *sob* i wanna *sob* hate *sob* you " i whisper in between my sob, then i just letting my body fall on the hard and wet road.

The weather seem to get better now but the sky ain't gonna get brighter tonight, it still gloomy as it was before , just like my heart

Next day

"Yugyeom oppa are you alright? " mina tipteo to measure my temperature

"No I'm o-" when i was about to back away but mina cut me off when she already get to touch me

"Omo you have high fever" mina shout but not too loud then she quickly pull me to bed and push me so i would be laying

"how could you be so rough " i tease her a bit even thou my head hurting

"Only when you being stubborn " she shout when she was on the way to take cold water and a towel , when she come back she put it on the table besides the bed, then she look at me and blink

"Ah you need more comfortable clothes " she walk to my closet and pick up a simple white shirt and a short pant then she throw it besides me

"Change to it while im cooking" she clap her hand as i nods then she walk away to the kitchens

I get up slowly since my head is killing me , i feel like my head gonna rip apart. When i done i look at my phone when i heard it ringing, i look at the id caller and it was her

Mina pov

I walk downstairs and go straight to the kitchen since i always bring ready to make porridge with me all the time so i will just has to boil the water,

After done making instant porridge , i put it in a bowl then i pick a tray and put the bowl of porridge, a glass of water also fever meds then i walk upstairs. When i was about to open the door i heard he was talking to someone

"Sorry i can't go with you shopping today" yugyeom softly said

"Yea i think i got high fever, so will you came?" He ask his girlfriend to came, I'm actually never needed

"Owh you can't? You have a date with your friends? No it okay,have fun " i could see the hurt in his eyes but he still manage to sounds cheerful, my tear stream through my cheek as i thought

Why are you loving her who don't love you the way you love her? This isn't the first time you broke down because of her, this isn't the first time she hurt you and this isn't the first time you make my heart breaking.

After i saw he put his phone down, i wipe my eyes with the hem of my shirt, i take a deep breath before bringing the tray inside

"Oppa your food here" i try to sounds as cheerful as i can and it seem he is buying it, i feed him till no more porridge left then i gave him two pill after he swallow it, i pass down the water then i told him to sleep. I take the towel and drench it in cold water then squeeze the water a bit before putting it on his head. After he fall asleep i kiss his forehead, i walk from his bedroom to the front door while thinking

Now when i thought about it I think i know , i will keep choosing you even you are not choosing me but for you, you will choose her even thou she broke you, we love thorn instead of the flower i guess we have weird taste

"Oppa i guess to us love is to be in pain for someone happiness " i smile when i was at the front door then i walk out from his house

Soooooo tell me what you think between this is my first published short story yeayyyyyy....i gladly to hear what you guys think