Magnus POV
Warning: depression and suicide
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As I woke up I looked around to my blue eyed lover sleeping next to me looking so innocent. I couldn't help but think of him as a fallen angel! I started to untangle myself without Waking up my Alexander. He couldn't know what I was about to do as it would break him, I was going to die. I left a letter on the table explaining everything, I thought about doing my hair for the last time but decided against it, I said a Final good bye to chairman meow and Alexander and left.
Alec's POV
I woke up and began to reach for Magnus but all I felt was the silk sheets he had brought the night before. I thought it was strange that Magnus wasn't there so I got up and saw a letter on the table.
Alexander,
I hate to leave you like this but I think is my best option, my past is catching up to me and I don't want it to hurt you and the easiest way for me to keep you safest is to disappear. Alec I want you to know that you are the best thing that happened to me my 400 years, so don't mourn me and be happy. Look after yourself Alec I love you more than words can express.
Forever yours
Magnus Bane
Before the letter could touch the floor I was out the door and ringing izzy. Then I knew he was at the bridge.
Magnus POV
I decided to go to where me and Alec had our first kiss. I just thought there was something poetic about it, then I jumped. It was a shock at first how cold the water was then I just let it surround me pulling me deeper into the abyss. I thought that was it until I felt something pulling me out and my consciousness we fighting its way back to the surface, I looked up and saw the same deep blue eyes that i adored.
Alec's POV
I was running as fast as I could to him, to magus the person that made me laugh when my parents threw me out, the person who could make me smile even on my darkest day. Then I saw him jump, I forgot how to breath. Then without thinking I Jumped in after him. I saw him lose consciousness then in that moment I gave everything and pulled him out and laid him on the bank. His eyes started to flutter. M-Magnus I whisper "Alec why are you here?" I saw you jump and forgot how to breathe. Magnus why would you do this why would you try make me a face life without you
"Alec I didn't want to hurt you"
"But that is what you have done you silly warlock! Then I kissed him like it was the first time.
Hi guys this is my first fanfic hope you like it comment if you want a part 2
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters Cassandra Clare does.😊😊
