You know there are days when everything is going normal , routine , but still as the day starts to descend , a small tingling feeling arises where you don't know what it is but you wonder. It appears as a whole mess , a chaos of not this not that but all of it.
You feel void of any feelings yet there is that distant bickering of the mess , looking out for your attention meanwhile going away in its pace.
You don't know how to express is , the words seems to feel not eloquent enough to depit what's being going around in here.
Those are the days when the only way to distract yourself is music and how ironic it is that, that same music helps it to intensify the chaos and making it clearer to understand.
Those are the days , when you don't weep or morn over whatever has happened till now , what you have gone through , the struggles , the sleepless nights or endless tears.
But instead those are the days when you sit and actually contemplate what it has turned out to be. How all this unfolded itself and made you what you are today.
Nah. I am not talking about the days you think about all your worries and grief for the sake of letting out . But about...
Days when you just look back and think. Think about how it all happened and you did survive it. That you are a strong soul to be reckoned with.
Nor I am talking about the days when you feel happy ,cheerful , enthusiastic , full of life and loving it. But rather about..
Days when you feel just peace. it is good to let the bird within you fly that day. To enjoy the surrounding , the beautiful world with its own flaws , the air , the nothingness , the freedom and satisfaction of surviving.
These are the same days when you actually celebrate your life with peace and not drinks. Soothing every vein in your body from the chills of environment.
These are the days....
Days when you entirely reel yourself.
#myscribblings.
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