In The Crowd // l.h.

Manip

Dear Anica,

                    I found your twitter last week. You tweeted that you were going to write me a letter so I'm going to write you one too. I'm not a very good writer so I apologize for this. I guess I'm just nervous, thinking about the fact that you might eventually read this, but I'll get over it. So um, hello Anica. You're beautiful. I'm going to tell you a story, the story of how I found your twitter.

The first thing that caught my eye was your icon. It was a manip. It's a picture of me that you edited your beautiful face into. I was scrolling through hundreds and hundreds of "FOLLOW ME LUKEY"s in my mentions, but your tweet was the one that stopped me. 'Please Luke follow me, I love you so much,' butterflies were fluttering in my stomach. I was going to follow you, but sorry I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I'm so sorry.

I started going through your pictures in hope that you've posted selfie. I found one, Anica. All the air left my body as if I had fallen on my back and got the air knocked out of me. My jaw went slack, "Wow, she's beautiful." were the first words to leave my mouth. I was speechless babe. Utterly speechless.

Calum came in and interrupted me, he loves your friend Sarah you know. He never stops talking about her. I know this information is useless to you but I thought I'd tell you anyways.

You called me your angel, Anica. But, babe, you're mine. We have never talked, or met, but I feel something that I can't explain. I love you. Not like other fans; I love them, but with you it feels different. You have such genuine love for me. I love how easily you can show it; I never could do that. Even if I could, I would be too scared to. You seem to talk about Lunica a lot. I probably ship it harder than you do, babe.

I made a manip today. It feels weird editing myself into a picture of you. Normally it's the fam that edits themselves into pictures of me. I get butterflies thinking about you my love. The thought that our edits might one day become actual selfies makes my heart ache. You live in Los Angeles, and currently I do too. I get nervous ever leaving that house knowing that there's a possiblity that we could meet.

One day, Anica. I promise you. One day we will meet. I know it'll be when we both least expect it. I may act awkward when we finally meet, I'm sorry for that. You make my stomach do flips. Just the thought of seeing your face, your beautiful, beautiful face, in person makes me blush. 

Letters are the best way to talk about the way I feel about you. I don't have to worry about anyone getting in the way. Michael and Ashton think it's creepy when I talk about you, and Calum acts like he isn't in love with Sarah. I just see it as the way you act about me. I'm an Anica fangirl. Fanboy? I don't know, I just have this sincere love for you.

I hope you don't find any of this weird, babe.  I wish you my best.

Love,

          Lukey ☺