PROLOGUE
Sabi nila masaya daw maging fangirl.
You meet new friends. A lot of friends to be exact. Masarap yung feeling na nagkakaintindihan kayo. Pareho kayo ng hilig at gusto. Alam nyo yun? Yung maglalakad ka sa mall ng naka Wolf 88 shirt tapos bigla nalang may lalapit sayo at magha-“HI”. Sabay sabay kayong magspa-spazz sa E.X.O PH at Official Spazz Zone. Yung feels mo na hindi mo macontain sa tuwing makikita mo yung topless pic ni bias. You’ll experience a new and different world. Concerts, Fanmeetings, and all.
But beyond those smile, laughter and happiness is a heart shattered into thousand pieces, filled with sorrow, lost hopes and dreams, wishes that never came true.
I never thought that entering this world will give me happiness that it causes me too much pain.
Out of million girls in this world. Twelve of them will be lucky to be your wives.
Tears roll down my face as I shut my laptop down after I saved my draft. Why does it have to be like this? Isa lang naman akong simpleng fangirl na nangangarap na makita at makilala ng bias ko.
But things turned out way too much.
