Broken💔(Jahseh Onfroy)

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Hayy you guys I'm changing something in the story, why? Well.. I feel like it😂. I'm making Paris and Jahseh 20 years old. Ok let's get to the story 

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Jahseh 

4:37PM

I woke up and I didn't feel Paris next to me. I looked over n saw her in the bathroom brushing her teeth. I went behind her and hugged her.

"Good morning" she said.

"Good morning, I wanna talk about last night... so I'm take you out"

"Ok, what time?"

"6:00PM, we're going to the beach" I said walking over to the window. I climbed back in my room and got my things to take a shower n brush my teeth.

40 minutes later 

I put on some beach pants and a regular shirt. I wanted to bring Paris to breakfast too.

Chat w/ Paris

Dagger⚔️: don't eat breakfast 

My future💗: ight

Dagger⚔️: yhu ready?

My future💗: yeah

Dagger⚔️: ok come outside 

I was waiting outside then I saw her come out. I'm guessing she had on her stuff under her clothes like me. The car ride was silent except for the music playing in the car. I pulled up to Waffle House n we went inside. We sat at the booth and took a look at the menu.

"So what yhu getting?" I asked trying to make conversation.

"Umm I think I want a chocolate pancake with strawberry and bacon and scrambled eggs with cheese. What about you?"

" I'm gettin me a shteak sandwich with cheese and ham" I said admiring the picture of it

" 😂😂 why did you say it like that?" She laughed 

"Stop bullying me😂" I said doing the same.

Time skip cause I wanna get to the good stuff

We were laying in the sand looking at the clouds. 

"Umm so let's talk about last night.... I'm sorry for talking to you like that. I just couldn't handle the fact that someone I have feelings for, actually care about me. And it hurts me to know that I made yhu do all those things to yourself because of my stupid actions. I just want you to know that I really like yhu and I never open up to anyone like this... I want to die because I feel like I have no purpose to be here. I think everyone would live better without me on their hands. But.. when I'm with yhu.. I feel different, yhu make me feel weird and I've never felt like this in a long time. Ever since I met yhu all I felt was good vibes from yhu. And yeah I just want you to know that I'll never forgive myself for what I did last night. I'm really sorry Paris." I said truthfully.

" b-babe, I-its ok I know how you feel, I like you too. I've liked you for a while now. I've been struggling with depression for a year now. It started when I got into my first relationship. I really loved the guy... but then he changed. Whenever we weren't in public he would beat me. He would do it till I can't walk. But I still stayed with him because whenever I'd leave he would always say he misses me and apologize for what he did. But as soon as I would come back.. he would beat me. And I always forgive him. The only reason I took him back is because.. I hate to feel like there is someone that's more broken than me. He always tricked me and made me feel like he's broken. Ever since then I've been cutting myself to ease the pain. I would even say I'm addicted to hurting myself. I like the pain. But then my dad found out that I was cutting. He took me to a therapist and he gave me some pills. I haven't been taking them because I thought I could handle it myself..." she said crying. I pulled her into a hug.

" Paris your way past broken... I don't want to be friends"I said. She sat there shocked.

"Are... you serious" she said crying a little harder.

"100%, I've put a lot of thought into this. I don't want to be friends with you.. I want to be more than friends" I said smiling.

"Best friends?" She asked raising her eyebrows

" boyfriend and girlfriend" I said with a smirk. She jumped on top of me with a hug.

" but that doesn't me we're official, I want that moment to be extra special" I said smiling. We packed up and went back home. I decided to stay at her house tonight because it was late. 11:43PM. I took off my shirt and pants because I sleep with only my boxers. Then she came in bed without pants.

"Where yo pants at?" I asked

" don't sleep with pants sometimes"

"Your weird"

" stfu, your only wearing boxers"

"That's because I'm Daddy" I said while gripping her ass. I saw her starting to blush. She then turned around so her back is to me and started grinding on me.

"Par-is" I managed to say. I heard her giggle then she stopped.

"Oh really, wow imma get yhu back" I said slightly annoyed cuz I wanted her to keep doing it. But I know imma get her back, imma get her good 😊 

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This chapter wasn't so trash. I feel good about this one.

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