Love, Life and Insanity (Hiatus)

Enigmatic

Enigmatic

You used to be so beautiful in my eyes
Luring me in you as spark flies
But what happened now?
Why did it all turn sour?

We used to see a vision of forever
But right now why aren't we together?
Who should we blame?
Oh! It's such a shame!

They say distance makes the heart ponder
But we went on different roads and wander
Now how can we meet in this vast journey
When there's seems to be a blurry you and me?

I'm not really sure if this is love but I'm crying
For my heart is slowly crushing
Not because of my damaged ego and blues
But because I'm really losing you.

Now I know why you're no longer beautiful in my eyes
For I've seen your flaws and realize
That even in your imperfections you shine
There's just no words that can define.

But I hate how you affect me
I hate it so much that I'd rather be free
Free from you and all this vanity
Because in this love we can't find clarity.

And in this vast journey I chose for us not to meet
Because forever is not on our feet.
It's just a vision of the hopeless romantic
I'm sorry but I'm nothing but bad, enigmatic.

-sdjm
4:19 a.m.
30Jul2017