Who Knew?

Is She Or Isn't She

Lena-

For the last couple days Stef and I have either been calling each other or texting ever since we've met. I don't know what to think of the comment she made when I asked her was she free and she asked was I asking her out on a date was she teasing or was she serious, because when she asked me on whether I was gay, she didn't give me any indication on whether she was or wasn't straight or not, just because a person was married to the opposite sex doesn't mean anything these days. I had quite a few female friends who were married to men but was messing around with women, but I just don't know Stef's story, on whether the marriage ended on compatibility, falling out of love, adultery or whether she found out maybe she was in fact gay. Would it be to much for me to ask her why the marriage ended. I have been sitting at my office desk, setting up for the start of school Monday, it's Friday and I am so anxious to see Stef tonight, but what does this all mean. I can't quite forget the image on her face when she first saw me in the grocery store was actually the same reaction I would get from a man and that was pure and adulterated attraction, was she attracted to me, because I was certainly attracted to her, maybe it's to soon for me to ask questions regarding her marriage. I heard my phone go off but with my office being in such a disarray I couldn't remember where I placed it, going over the papers I had plastered all over my desk, when I finally did locate it the ringing by that time had already ceased. I looked at the missed call and it was from Stef. Questioning why she was calling, I was surely hoping she wasn't cancelling our night or maybe she was calling to ask me for lunch. Calling her back, she picked up on the first ring. Hi Lena, she said. Stef, sorry I missed your call, any particular reason you were calling, I asked. Just wanted to know what time were you planning on picking me up tonight that's all? she ask. With a sigh of relief, I told her was 7 o clock okay for her, she said that would be fine, give her time to drop off her son at his dads and get home to get ready. Okay Stef well I will see you then bye, I said. Bye Lena, she said.

Stef-

I have never been so excited about anything in my life other than the birth of my son. Lena is..... listen to me we just met a few days ago and I'm already smitten, listen to me using my parent's words. Sure the first time I told my then husband that I was gay a few months ago, things haven't been easy, I did find some women attractive but Lena.... Lena was different from the moment I made eye contact with her in the grocery store I knew it was all over. This thing tonight with her, was it really just me showing her around to meet people, or is it just an excuse for her to see me because she feels the same way that I do? I ask myself. I sure hope it's just an excuse, because that woman has been raising my temperature ever since I met her. My friends said I need to get out and start dating, but I don't want anyone else but Lena. Sure I have been on a couple dates, just never panned out. Well what am I going to wear, thinking to myself as I'm sitting at my desk finishing off the last of my lunch.