Torn in between the two

I Hate You </3 (Iyana)

Justin was out with his bro's late as usual and I was home bored, thinking about Jeremiah.. so I texted him.

Iyana : What are you doing??

Jeremiah: Just laying here, horny af I miss you :(

Iyana: You miss me? Maybe if you knew how to be faithful, you could've had me..

Jeremiah - Do you fucking hear yourself, you the one fucking and sucking a next nigga? If you really cared you would've stayed and worked it out!

          Justin walks in the house drunk slamming the door, making me jump and I quickly deleted the messages between me and Jeremiah. "BABEEEE!" Justin yelled, I walked into the hallway where he was leaning on the wall and rolled my eyes, "Justin I hope you didn't drive home drunk? Are you fucking crazy" He laughed, " relax, my home girl dropped me off". This nigga always is with some home girl, "Home girl? Who? I never met none of em". Justin walks to the bedroom and pulls his clothes off " Don't worry about it" he smirked. As he turns I notice hickies all over his neck and scratches on his back, I immediately ran to him and swung on him "you fucking lying dirty cheating ass nigga, he grabbed me by my neck and slammed on the wall "Get your fucking hands off me,maybe if you fuck me like you should I wouldn't be doing shit!" Tears ran down my face, he mumbled "you give lazy ass sex and wanna be mad when the next bitch doing your job!" I trembled, as I walked to the bed where he was laying down at and I laid with my back towards him.. fuck this nigga

       I woke up with my neck on fire, I smelled food being cooked.. I slowly got up and walked to the bathroom doing my morning routine.. I wasn't fucking with Justin today and I know he is gonna want me to stay in the crib since its sunday! Fuck that, for months I been holding out on Jeremiah because I love Justin.. or I think I do but this nigga has no respect for me what so ever and he making this putting his hands on me shit a habit. I went into my closet and threw on my gucci sweat suit and slides and put my hair in a tight bun. I walked right pass the kitchen causing Justin to grab my hand "um where you going??" he frowned. "Out I simply replied, its Sunday Yana , Okay and I'm going to see meet up with Justice, I pulled away from him and walked out the apartment slamming the door hard as fuck. Nigga wanna play games, I can play it better.