Back to square one | Vkook ff

Part 21

Jungkook p.o.v.

I sit on my bed, Taehyung backhugging me for the passed thirty minutes.

"Why can one person make your life such a living hell," I mumble, feeling Taehyung his head rest on my back.

"Because people are messed up," He softly replies, ending our conversation once more.

After we both arrived home we didn't say much to each other. Was it because the awkward tension between us?  Not sure but his pressence was enough to comfort me.

"Imagine if we had just ignored Jimin," I chuckle, "Imagine never having accepted him into our little two person circle. How different things would have been."

"That stupid bet could have ruined our friendship," Taehyung pauses for a second, an soft sigh leave his lips, "Worse than it did."

I place my hands over his, holding onto them firmly.

"We are still going strong, still together like we should be. Jimin nor anyone else can break what we have," I reply, rubbing my thumb over his slowly.

Another short silence follows, making able to listen to soft breaths Taehyung was leaving in my neck without realising.

"Jungkook?" His voice suddenly calls out.

"Hmmh?"

"Why-" he breaks off his sentence before even getting half way, making me nervous.

"Why what?" i ask impatient.

"Why did you kiss me? Is it part of your married couple joke?"

I freeze at his question, knowing he would bring this up somehow.

"I don't know why i did. I just- I just did it."

"Did you-" he stops his sentence again, this time not finishing it.

"Did i enjoy it? Did you Tae?"

He doesn't answer, only his hands playing with the hem of my shirt.

"Did you Tae?"

"I wished your lips didn't leave mine so quickly."

I turn around to face his blushing face, cupping it with one of my hands.

"Did you enjoy it Jungkook?" He asks, trying not to make eyecontact with me.

I lean i closer to his face, stopping when our lips are only a few inches away from each other. The nervous way i was breathing was making me hesitant, unable to move myself any further. 

"I'm not sure," I whisper, feeling his warm breath brush over my bottom lip.

I let go of his face, pulling my head away from his.

I couldn't do it. Did i break his heart by not kissing him? Probably, but too many questions were crossing my mind for me to proceed whatever i was trying to do.

"I'm not sure how i feel."

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WAAAAAH I AM SORRY BUT ALSO NOT OOPS

I am sorry for making it so short though :(