FEAR (G.D Fanfic)

UNFORGIVEN (1)

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Angels P.O.V

Every lied has been told through the past and the present. I live every single day of my life wondering if I will get granted mythical chances. Some are not preferred said but some are.

I sometimes wish school can burn it self in a deep dark hole and never come back...

The morning of a Monday sucks ass. Ugh i hate school even though I'm an A and B honor roll student doesn't mean I like school. Especially on Monday mornings i hear nothing but silence. The only god damn reason i hear nothing is because my Mom and Dad always goes on "adult trips" and I don't mind but sometimes it gets lonely time to time.

I woke up by my annoying ass alarm clock and got up ignorantly . I yawned and sneezed and it isn't cute at all. I got up and reached for my iPhone and looked through social media to see any new notifications. I don't really get any because I'm such an Outsider at my school. Plus I only have three friends at most.

I got up looked in the mirror and questioned myself why do i even try. I brushed my teeth and did everything that you would do in the morning. I chose a slacky outfit and I wore a pair of dark blue jeans and a black T-Shirt with a black jacket. I had my hair up in a messy bun and no makeup. To me, makeup is a waste of time and it just reveals a mask and not your true beauty, that's what i always thought.

After I got dress I ran downstairs and grabbed my headphones and my green backpack. I ran outside knowing I was going to be late.

I looked at the time and it said '7:15'. I was in shock because school starts in 15 minutes and i had no ride and no time to walk. So I went next door knowing that I could get a ride but the kids who live there despise me and the parents love me.

I ran and knock on the door immediately and Brenda (mom) had answer. I asked out of breath "Can I get a ride I slept in and my parents are out of town again?" Brenda answered "Of course. Anything for a lovely girl like you." She told me to wait a second and she grabbed her keys and I saw the twins once again. UGH I wish they just had taken the bus and not stay home.

Brenda said politley "Ethan and Gray have to ride to school because they love to sleep in and they are so damn lazy." I played along and said "Oh okay it's fine."

I really dislike the twins so so much. They were my best friends and until they hit middle school everything changed.

*FlashBack to Middle School*

"Oh my god, did you guys see what Sally and Ethan did!" Grayson said surprised

"Um... no haha what did he do this time?" I spoke in a laughable tone

"He french kissed Sally at the movie theaters and they made out through out the movie!" Gray answered immediately when I asked.

I was in shock of course I was going to support Ethan but damn he like made out with someone.

I responded "Good for him, I am going to be a lonely pig forever!"

Gray looked at me and he hinted Ethan was coming to the tables.

I looked behind me and saw Ethan. I told him " How was your makeout session any new babies coming."

Ethan looked annoyed and hissed " FOR THE LAST GOD DAMN TIME YOUR NOT MY FRIEND EVER AGAIN UGH I WISH YOU WERE MORE LIKE SALLY! GRAYSON LETS GO!"

Without any movement Grayson got up and left me. I didn't know what I did wrong.

I ran without any judgement or care in the world and ran so fast no one would stop me. I finally was out of breath and I couldn't breathe. I thought to myself what did i do? Did i say something wrong? Am I good enough for them? I started balling my eyes out and until then i realized I was in the middle of the hallways and I looked around and everyone was watching me. I saw in the distance two people running towards me. They weren't the twins but when I got a closer look it was people i have never met before.