With Her

Her Life

The past few days have been fine, not really but if I tell myself that then they seem to be decent.

My mom and I haven't spoken since and I'm not sure we will. Today is my first day of junior year it's 3 a.m and I'm wide awake on my phone that takes forever to charge.

I see a shadow walk across my door frame... it's my mom.

"Get some sleep." She says. And that's what I did.

6:00 AM

I hear a loud buzzer go off and that's my cue to wake my ass up and get out of bed. My mom has already left for work, I swear all that woman does is work. I eat a bowl of cereal and scroll through my twitter before getting dressed. I pick out my favorite light blue ripped jeans and a black shirt with a random stain on it and as usual some white converse, if I dress like a decent girl maybe I'll be happy like one eh?

I lay on my bed and read some fan fiction until it's time to take the bus to school, my neighbors always offered to take me but I loved taking the bus because I could see my friends who were all Seniors now and they were the closet thing I had to best friends.

6:30

It's time to leave for the bus.

I grab my bag, my headphones and my charger even though we are forbid to charge in class. No one listens.

I walk across my yard and to the bus stop where I see some friends, we weren't the friends that hung out and talked on a daily but only when we saw each other.

"Speaking of the devil" Reggie says.

Reggie oh Reggie I had a crush on him but he's a senior and it will never work but his beautiful brown eyes never cease to become dull.

"Shutup" I say to him and I greet the rest of the kids there who's name I sort of forgot.

I ride bus 4032 and when I see those numbers flash across in my side view, I take out the temporary bus card they mailed us and when the bus stops I get on and rush to the back.

"HEY omg omg" Julie booms in my face and gets up to hug me. She is so extra I can't.

"Hey hoe" I say to her and we both smile, insulting each other was our way of saying I love you.

Even though it's been 3 months it feels like nothing has changed.

I sit down next to Brielle.

This girl hated me for two years and I never knew why, she was my first bully and I always thought I did something wrong but now we're close but I still feel iffy towards her.

"what are you doing" Brielle says to me after I sit next to to her, she's always been mean on the outside but deep down she's sweet.

She rolls her eyes and we wait for every stop for a friend to get on and when we're all on, it's like a party bus but only in the back because we make the most noise and annoy everyone.

It's funny when there are no seats in the front left and people are forced to walk to the back and sit with us, the sigh— that famous sigh of everyone who walks past us to sit down, makes us all laugh every time.

It's been about 20 minutes and we arrive at school. My school is so very difficult and had to make the campus very large as so the walk was 5 minutes but it felt like 10.

"Bye guys see you on the way home" I say to Brielle and Julie.

Since they were Seniors now they couldn't be seen with me but I didn't care . I hated school but it was the perfect distraction from my shitty life.