Say Something (Larry Stylinson)

"Say Something." Louis pleaded

"Im giving up on you." Harry responded before he turned and walked away.

A tear slipped from Harry's eye as he watched the paramedics carry away his boyfriends (ex, ex-boyfriends) body. 

'I'll be the one, If you want me too'. Harry rehersed in his head as he made his way over to louis' flat, bouqet of daisies in his hands. 

'Anywhere I would have followed you, even to the grave'  Harry sat on the curb watching the ambulance drive away with his soulmate. His hands gripped tight at his hair as the last words spoken between the two rang loudly in his ears.

"Say Something, Im giving up on you."

'And im feeling so small...'  Louis' flat  was never as cold, big,and empty as it was in that moment as harry toed off his shoes. 

Harry dragged himself into his own house the weight of his heart heavy in his chest. 'It was over my head.' he tried to make excuses for himself but he knew the truth. 

"I know nothing at all.'

The sight of water near his sock clad toes in what caused harry to set down the bouqet and rush towards the direction of the slightly pigmented water. 'And i will stumble and fall' which is exactly what Harry did as his heart hammered in his chest when the clear water faded to a light pink which quickly turned to a deep crimson colour. 

"I'M STILL LEARNING TO LOVE!" Harry yelled into the quiet nothingness of his living room, flinging a half empty bottle of liqour at his wall. The glass breaking into a milllion little peices just like his heart. He fell to his knees eyes fluttering close. 'Just starting to crawl.' he whimpered

"Say Something, Im giving up on you." Repeated loudly in his ears as he stopped in front of the bathroom where the burgunndy water pumped from the opening at the bottom of the door.

The tears poured freely from Harry's eyes as he brought his virtualy lifeless body to his bedroom. "Im sorry that i couldn't get to you." Harry whispered as if he was actually speaking to the blue eyed boy. But in his mind he was. Harry sat on the side of his bed and reached over to the nightstand yanking open the first drawer. 'Anywhere i would've followed you' Harry thought as he picked the cold, silver peice of matal located in the behind stacks of papers and random crap. 

"Say Something, Im giving up on you."

Harry slowly twisted the golden door handle preparing for anything but the sight before him. 'And i will swallow my pride. And the bile rising in my throat.' Harry forced himself to contain himself as the strong smell of blood entered his nose and causing him to gag on the air he was intaking. Harry's eyes trailed upto the tub. The air was knocked out of him when he realized what he was looking at. The water was running full power causing the water to over flow, but the water in the tub was stained deep red. In the midst of the water was an extremely pale Louis floating bell-up. Louis was naked and all Harry could see was open cuts running up the length of his arms and legs. Burns and bruises on his stomach and thighs as if he was beating himself up. There wa s a clothespin pinching his nose blocking air and a scarf coving his mouth. Louis' naturally bright blue eyes were rolled back to only expose the whites of his eyes. 

"You're the one that i love." Harry sobbed, stepping closer to the dead body, his white socks turning pink and becoming uncomfortable but he could care less. Harry picked up Louis' lifeless hand thinking of how hw was here to apologize 'And now I'm saying goodbye.'

"SaySomthing, Im giving up on you"

Harry dug into his skin with the razor, the pain distracting him of the ache in his heart. "Im sorry i couldn't get to you." Harry repeated drawing another deep line across the spand of his arm. Blood oozed out od his cuts, the burning pain started to cause his eyesight to blurr and ears drum. "Anywhere i would've followed you" He continued voice becoming weaker and he felt as if now he was actuatually doing what he said. The more harry cut himself the louder yet slower his heart beats became. His mind was so hazy the only thing he could think of was those last words. 

"Say Something, Im giving up on you"

 Using the last of his strength Harry set down the razor and laid back on his mattress. His thoughts fading into nothing and his heart slowing down to a stop.

"Say Something...."

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A/N: This is the first songfic I've ever done. I hope you liked it :)

(I so cried while writing this....)