Broken💔(Jahseh Onfroy)

5.✨

~4 months later
Paris
Me and Jahseh have officially known each other for 4 months. I could honestly say I'm feeling him.
I think i love him
I wanted to tell him how I feel. So I'll tell him... Someday, I hope. As I'm daydreaming, I see Jahseh climbing through my window.
"Hayy patty cakes" I said smiling
"I told yhu to stop calling me that" he said hovering me while I'm in bed. We were just staring at each other. Then he kissed me. Oh we've been kissing more lately.
"Hey, yhu wanna go out later?" Jahseh asked
"Sure, where we going?"
"Don't worry bout it, just dress fancy" he said going on his phone. Im guessing we're going to some fancy place. I guess this is my chance to tell him that I'm feeling him. But I don't want to get into a relationship. I don't want this to turn out like my last one.
Skip to the 'date'
I texted Jahseh and told him I'm ready. I did a full face of makeup and I flat ironed my hair straight so it stopped at mid back. I wore a tight red dress that stopped at my thigh and a pair of red heels. Right now I'm looking in my mirror admiring my brown and blonde hair. I'm happy that I dyed it, looks cute. I heard a knock on my door so I'm guessing its Jah. I opened the door to see Jahseh's mouth drop. I stood there and blushed. He was wearing a suit and he had his hair in a ponytail in the back while some was in his face.
"Yhu look beautiful" he said smiling
"Thx, you don't look too bad yourself"I said while he walked me to the car. A while later we reached the place. We went inside and got our seats. We looked through the menu then the waiter walked to our table.
"Hey, I'm Tammy and I'll be you waiter for tonight, what would you like?"
"I would like a well done steak with a baked potato with cheese with a sprite, and for the lady, a chicken salad please" Jah said.
"UMM... No can I get a shrimp Alfredo with a strawberry lemonade, please" I said correcting him.
"OK I'll be right back with your food" Tammy said walking away.
"What was that" he said giggling
"Was that your way of calling me fat" I said looking down at my feet. He frowned. He reached over the table a picked my head up.
"No...your beautiful, I tell yhu that every day babe, if I say something.. I mean it." He said looking into my eyes. He leaned over and kissed me.
Skip
We just finished eating and we went inside the car. While we were in the car Jahseh was just staring at me.
"What nigga"
"Nothing.. Well.. We've been talking for a while now, and.. I want yhu to officially be my girlfriend" he said smiling.
"Awe, that's so sweet... But I'm sorry jah, I cant... Well at least for now" I said getting sad.
"What!?why!? I've done everything for yhu, I bought yhu clothes, food and I've been giving yhu my all and I loved yhu!!" He said getting mad
"I'm sorry I just dont want to get in a relationship right now, I dont want to experience that all over again, can you... Give me some time" I said putting my hands over his. He calmed down a little.
" its alright but yhu cant keep me waiting, I have to know so I won't be wasting my time... But, I won't rush yhu" he said
15 minutes later

Jahseh Was telling a story about him n ski. But I wasn't paying attention, I'm just staring da nigga. I'm realizing how he's... different. He's not like my ex. He actually does things for me and cares about me.
"Paris yhu good? Yhu been staring the whole time. I know a nigga sexy but damn. What's up?"
"Jahsehh" I said smiling
"Yes?"
"I love yhu"
"yhu do?"
"Yess" I said holding his chin. He leaned over and kissed me.
"I hope I won't be regretting this" I mumbled to myself.
"Yhu won't" he said making me jump. How did he hear me?
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sorry for taking so long with the updates. I changed a couple of things in the first chapter. All yhu have to know is tht Paris only lives with her brother and sister.
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