Hey it's been a while again eh? But it's been a REALLY long time since I've written something for Dan. ENJOY.
Song: Sad Song by The Vamps
~DaNi
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"Dan, if I walk out this door then I'm not coming back." Y/N said with tears in her eyes. Dan continued to look at his laptop screen, stubbornly refusing to be the one to give in first. Deep down he didn't want her to go, but his anger was taking over every sense and clouding his judgement. Dan remained silent, absentmindedly scrolling through an article he'd come across about black holes. Y/N let out a shaky breath not being able to take the suffocating silence any longer. He'd been giving her the cold shoulder for about 2 weeks now and she couldn't stand it any longer. It was an accident, why couldn't he understand that?
"Look. I should have consulted you before I posted the photo, but I didn't think they could see it was you! Isn't it better that your viewers know we're together rather then keep lying to them?" She tried to reason but Dan didn't even turn his head. She knew that Dan wasn't ready to come clean about their relationship but the response was mostly good. It feels like the right thing, but to Dan it all felt like a disaster. He wasn't ready.
"Now our relationship is ending because your viewers found out we were in a relationship to begin with? Do you realize how stupid this whole situation is!" Y/N yelled, and this time Dan turned to face her.
"It's taken me a long time to realize that my feelings aren't stupid Y/N." Dan said in an even and stern tone. The way he spit her name make her heart drop, he said it like it was a bad word.
"N-no Dan that's not what I meant." She stammered, trying desperately to undo the damage she just did.
"Get out." He said in a low voice, his eyes cast to the floor. His expression was laced in frustration, no sign of remorse or sadness in his features. This is just the way he is. When he gets hurt, Dan pushes people out of his life. Y/N felt her heart drop right to her feet as tears began to push themselves over her cheeks. She gripped her suitcase and turned back to face him.
"Dan if you would just listen please-" She pleaded but Dan stood and strode in front of her.
"You did what you wanted when you posted the picture. You could clearly see the side of my face, it was so obvious it was me and you knew how I felt but you didn't care. It wasn't just your relationship Y/N, it was mine too." He said in a sharp tone. Y/N stood stunned, her head spinning over the word was. Dan reached down and gripped her bag, as he took it to the door. Y/N stumbled after him, reaching for the doorknob when Dan stopped her.
"Key." He said in a cold tone, and Y/N dropped it into his hand. He ushered her out of the flat, closing the door behind her. As soon as the door clicked shut, Y/N sunk to the sidewalk in tears, while Dan furiously wiped away a few of his own tears.
***
She called him. A lot. Everyday in fact. But he always let it ring until it sent her to voicemail, and she left a ton of voicemail's. But he deleted them all, and didn't listen to any of them. Dan was being an ass and he knew it, but he couldn't forgive her complete disregard for his feelings. He make it abundantly clear that he wasn't ready to come clean, but she outed them anyway.
He was on YouNow when his viewers became suspicious. They know him better then he thinks they do, and on that particular night they could tell something was wrong. Normally he was fine during YouNow because his viewers are the only things on this Earth that can take his mind off her.
The chat was filled with messages like:
'are you okay?'
'what's wrong?'
'what happened?'
'why do you keep looking at your phone?'Dan kept looking at his phone because Y/N wasn't calling. She always called at the same time every night, but not tonight. Had she forgotten him? Did she not love him anymore? Was she over him? Has he totally lost her? He nervously kept glancing down at his phone (gif attached), swearing this time he'd answer if she called. Dan was letting these thoughts run wild, but he was keeping it together, until one person asked:
'where's Y/N?'
Then Dan broke down, tears flooding his eyes as he pushed his laptop shut, slumping over on top of it. He stood, suddenly realizing that while she had disregarded his feelings, he had also disregarded hers. Dan frantically picked up his phone, dialing her number after he realized the mistake he made when he let her walk away. He paced around his room as the phone rung and rung...and rung. It went to voicemail, and he dialed her number again, feeling a hot lump in the back of his throat. Again it rung and rung, until he heard her voice on the other end.
"Dan?" She said, her voice sounding as frantic as his. His breathing was erratic as he tried to control his rapidly uncontrollable emotions.
"C-Come over." He stammered and he heard a click on the other end. About 15 minutes later he heard rapid pounding on the door. He stood and moved down the hall to open the door, but Phil swung it open. Y/N pushed her way in, spotting Dan in the hall. She wrapped her arms around him as soon as she got close enough, and Dan wrapped his arms around her waist.
"I-I'm sorry. Y/N I'm sorry I threw you out. I'm sorry I wasn't listening to you. I'm sorry I'm so stubborn." Dan stammered, his heart beating faster and faster. But Y/N didn't answer him, as there were tears running down her cheeks, and being soaked in his shirt. Phil watched them from the front door and knew that somehow, they'd be okay.
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Hayran KurguMale YouTuber Imagines including Dan Howell, Joe Sugg, Joey Graceffa, Troye Sivan, and more. I also write Jaspar, Jelix and Septiplier only. I will not write Phan, I don't ship it sorry. :( The cast is an updated list of YouTubers in my story...