I've lost love once before

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by superearp

by superearp

Lena knew that time had changed, she knew that being homosexual was more accepting now. But still, still Lena couldn't tell Kara she loved her. Because she didn't want the story taking the same path it did when she lived as Lucy Westenra and was in love with her best friend Mina Harker. Lena remembered the tears, the heartache and the feeling off not being able to breathe when Mina turned her down. She also remembered that the tears, the tears turned to anger and jealousy. She was jealous over the men who got to kiss, and touch every inch off Mina's body without facing the possibility of hatred and death.

Death... Lena still remembered how she died, or how Lucy died. She remembered sitting in the bathtub, surrounded by water, some still falling down the tab, dripping down into the bathtub. She remembered a man standing beside her biting into her neck, sucking...Alexander...Alexander Greyson also known as Dracula was the name of Lucy's death.

- Lena?

Lena's thoughts were interrupted by her assistant Jess.

- Yes Jess.

- Kara Danvers is here to see you.

Ahh yes, Kara Danvers...the woman who remembered her so much about Mina, they both shared the same smile, the same laughter, and the same scent. A scent off freshly cut grass, vanilla and daises.

- Lena, hi, how you've been?

Kara greeted Lena with a hug, causing Lena to froze, when she saw Kara's neck, cause it reminded her off Mina's neck and how her lips had travelled on Mina's neck, cheek and lips the awful day where Lucy Westenra got her heart broken.

- So, did you tell her?

Lena froze again, now her mind was traveling back to a memory, a memory that happened two weeks ago, so it wasn't as old as her memories with Mina. A memory of her and Kara sitting on Kara's couch inside Kara's apartments...and Lena had stupidly let the words "I can't tell her, I love her" slip out of her lips.

- No

Lena answered Kara's question

- Why not? Maybe she loves you to?

Kara said with a glint in her eyes...

Oh Kara, dear Kara who could see the good things in the world, no matter how dark the world turned, her dear Kara would never understand that Lena couldn't say I love you, because she lost love once before.