Back to square one | Vkook ff

Part 23

Another update cuz yall are thirsty
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Jungkook p.o.v.

Taehyung: What do you have i don't have?
Taehyung: Why did he love you instead of me!
Taehyung: I envy you so much...everyone falls for you... everyone wants you..
Taehyung: He will never be mine... yet you had all of him!  

What...

Why was he texting Jimin?

Jimin: Tae is this you?
Jimin: Are we talking about Jungkook?
Jimin: He's not mine anymore... he doesn't want me anymore, you know that!
Jimin: He's all yours, why are you bothering me with this?

I turn off Taehyung his phone, which he forgot in the rush he had to leave the house. Why does he like me so much, i had no idea his feelings for me were this bad.

"Why don't you tell me these things shithead," I groan, referring to Tae, "I should've just kissed him."

A sick feeling fills my stomach, regret perhaps. Without a doubt. Taehyung his phone vibrates once more, startling me.

Hoseok: I am going to be less of a dick for a second, listen to me bro! Jungkook didn't kiss you if he doesn't have feelings for you... you two have been through so much crap together, he's slept with so many people! But who did he A L W A Y S come back to? You! Idiot! He loves you! He is just too scared to admit it bc you're his best friend! Stop being such a pussy and get your man!
Hoseok: Okay but back to being an ass;
Hoseok: If it doesn't work out, go on a date with me :D

I feel tears rolling down my heated cheeks, hoseok was right i do love him. Did that text make me less confused about all of this? No.. it might have made it worse. I wasn't going to make a move, i couldn't get myself to. 

Taehyung had always made me feel a certain way i couldn't describe. I brushed it off as if it was nothing. But after he left i realised, how empty i was without him. Hoseok was right, i always came back to Taehyung, and that's because he was the only person that made me feel loved and wanted. No matter what i did, how much i hurt him, he still wanted me. 

Taehyung: I am not forcing myself on him Hobi... I want him but i'm at the point of giving up on him... 

I read, going back in their conversation.

After all the shit i put him through i was going to loose him. Still, making a move was somewhat impossible to me. If things got messed up between the two of us i could basically say goodbye to our friendship. 

"Ah! I am going insane!" I exclaim, throwing Tae his phone on the bed next to me and letting more tears flow down my cheeks.

A set of arms wraps around me as i silently let out a few cries, i look up from my hands which my face was burried in, revealing Taehyung his worried face.

"Taehyung i'm-" 

Before i can finish my sentence he cups my face, leaning in to kiss my lips. Instead of refusing, i let him, tears still welling up in my eyes as he does so. He disconnects our lips to look at my face, only to kiss me again once my facial expression confirms i am okay with this. I let my hand travel into his messy hair, lightly pulling it as i let my tongue slide through his lips, allowing him to deepen our kiss. As he does so he pushes me onto the bed, hovering over me. I place my free hand on his chest, checking how fast his heart was beating. Way too fast. Shocked he pulls away, embarrased by himself.

"Taehyung," I lick my lips, cupping his red face, "Don't stop"

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