Kaylee's pov
We didn't end up watching the movie I told Nash I was tired and was jet lagged both lies. I walked into my room and slammed my face into a white fluffy pillow. How could I like him so fast? I'm so stupid I thought I pretty much made out with a stranger.
But it was the best kiss I had ever had it was soft and passionate in every way it just felt right. But I can't fall in love with Nash. I am not ready to love a guy I thought to myself all "love" leads to some type of heartbreak. I need to erase all these feelings he gives me i thought. I felt really bad all of a sudden I had forgotten that I pretty much bailed on Nash and ran away.
He probably hates me anyway I thought then interrupted by another thought no he probably think I'm a whore. "Ughh" I half screamed lifting up my head from my pillow then smushing it back on to it. I wasn't at all I had only kissed one other boy in 2nd grade and I guess it doesn't really count. I had never wanted a boyfriend. I had been asked out a couple times but no boys I thought none were worth heartbreak. Because like I said all "love" leads to heartbreak. I mean my parents were once so in love so happy they had me and it was perfect but then when I was 6 my dad was diagnosed with leukemia and in and instant all that happiness was ripped out and replaced with sadness and grief. My dad passed away when I was 8 he didn't respond to much treatment. My mom was devastated she was constantly sad barely smiled or did much of anything for about a year. Though she loved me she was well too heartbroken to really pay attention to me. She once told me to stay away from love at all cost that heartbreak isn't worth the love you once feel. I remember just feeling like when my dad died a piece of my mom was gone too she never recovered. When my mom got into a car accident 8 months ago she really just didn't want to fight. Some say she died of a broken heart. My family was torn apart because of love and I'm staying away from it. I thought Nash is so hot he probably doesn't even like me so I'm good right? On that thought I fell asleep.
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~Yep it's short but I think it's pretty good! Another chapter probably coming later this week. I already started so.... Yay!
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You can't control love
FanfictionKaylee's parents died and she moves in in with the Grier's a family friend she has never meet. She and Nash get to know each other and click and she can't help her feelings for him but she is scared for there future together she thinks it will nev...
