Michelle's Story

Chapter 32- Baby Or no Baby

He Just Looked At Me With Some Big Grin Orn His Face. I Just Looked At Him With Some Blank Look Orn My Face.

Jordon : Whats Wrong Bee ?

I Didn?t Even Answer I Just Ran...Somewhere (He Needs To Draw Me A Map). I Ended Up In A Huge Room. It Had Everything In It. Playstations, Flat Screen, X-box, Pinball Machine Ect.. Now I Knew He Was Rich Buh Come Orn Man It?s Ridicules Now. I Sat Orn Dee Window And Look Out To De World. I Was Thinking Bout What Would Happen If I Kept This Child. I Couldn?t Go Ravin Any More. People Would Look At Me As Sum Kina Sket. What Would Mum Think?And The Twins...Michael. They Will All Disown Me. Or Even Worse?They Will Think Im A Yunger Bailey. My Older Sister. Michael Beat Her Up And Mum Kicked Her Out And Told Her Never To Set Foot In Her House Again. I Wonder Where She Is Now?I Wonder What Shes Up To? I Wonder If She?ll Ever Forgive Me For Snakin. I Started To Cry. I Looked At All The Kids My Age Playing. I Wonder If My Life Would Ever Be The Same With A Child. I Felt Jordon?s Presence. I Didn?t Turn Around; I Just Carried Orn Lookin Out The Window.

Jordon : If You Don?t Want It You Can Get Rid Of It?If Ya Want

I Knew Killin This Baby Would Hurt Him More Then It Would Hurt Me.

Me : Its Not That

Jordon : What Is It Then

Me : I Have An Older Sister Yea

Jordon : Yea So

Me : Haven?t You Ever Wondered Why You Haven?t Seen Her Or Why I Aint Chatted Bout Her

Jordon : Not Really Till Now. How Old Is She Like 20

Me : No 18

He Was Kinah Confused And I Could Understand What He Was Sayin

Me : When I Was 4 Bailey Fell Preg And She Was 14 Like Me. She Annoyed Me A lot And I Was The Onli Wun She Told. I Thought It Was Perfect Revenge. She Would Be Out My Life For Good. I Wouldn?t Have To Live With A Sket Anymore. So She Went Out Wun Night And I Went To Mum And Dads Room. Michael Was In There Getting Told Off. It Was Perfect The Whole Family In Wun Room (The Twins Went Born Yet). I Told Them That Bailey Was Preg. Mum Never Believed Me She Said She Raised Her With More Respect Then That. Dad And Michael Went Mad. Dad Stormed Out The Room And Went To His Little Bar In The Garage. Michael Went Into His Room. After Bout 20 Mins I Went To See Where Everwun Was. They Were All Gathered In The Livin Room. Bailey Cam In Drunk And With A New Boi As Usual. She Asked Us Why We Were All Sitting There In Silence. Mum Just Slapped Her And She Clocked What Was Goin On. She Stared Shouting At Me. She Said Things Like How It Was A Bad Idea Telling Me. How She Could Never Trust A Snake Like Me And How Im Gonna End Up Like Her. At That Point I Started Crying And Michael Started Beating Her Up Saying Ill Never Be That Foolish. Dad Didn?t Say Jack. He Jus Went Into Her Room And Packed Her Stuff?Brought Them Downstairs And Told Her Shes Unwelcome To Stay Here. Mum Told Her To Never Set Foot Back Into Her House As Long As She Lives. Bailey Looked At Me And Said Your Gonna End Up Like Me If You Like It Or Not. Then Left.

Jordon Was Just Bare Into The Story Like A 5year Old. He Wrapped His Arms Around Me And I Started Cryin.

Jordon : Bee Your Nuffin Like Her !

Me : How ! Were Both 14 Wen We Got Preg?Both Got Kicked Out The House ! Were Exactly Alike

Jordon : Your Not There Three Big Differences

Me : Which Are

Jordon : Shes A Sket Your Not. You Know Who Your Baby Farther Is She Don?t. And You Have Somewun Who Will Love You Unconditionally And She Has Nowun Except Her Child.

That Made Me A Bit Better Buh Not Alort.

Jordon : So You Gonna Keep It Or Not ?

Me : Yup To Yu