"Zola!" my mom yelled from down stairs. it's was June 23rd 2014. I woke you this morning not feeling myself. it's been 2 weeks since my best friend Lily throw a party at her house, and it was 2 weeks since I lost my virginity to some guy there. I was drunk and didn't know what I was getting myself into.
"hey mom!" I said walking down stairs my hair was in a messy bun, I was wearing Victoria secret yoga pants and a VS tank top. it's was just me and my mom in this house. my dad ran off with an other guy, it hurt...a lot. because it happened last year. I was 16 I remember coming home from school my mom crying. she could barley tell me what had happened.
"Zola you look sick! is everything okay?" she asked before pressing her lips against my forehead.
"mommmm! Im fine!" I groaned rolling my eyes.
"mmhmm." mom smirked "you want eggs?"
just the thought of eggs made me want to throw up. before I could say no I ran to the bathroom.
"Zola!!! are you okay!!" mom ran after me.
"mom, we need to talk." I said wiping my mouth.
"what is it sweety you can tell me anything!" she kneeled down
"remember when lily had Ger party?" she nodded her head yes "well, I got kinda drunk and..." a tear rolled down my cheek.
"sweety, did u..." mom pulled me close as I began to cry.
"yes. I'm so sorry mom please don't be mad at me!" I sobbed.
"I'm not mad, sweety, let's go. we need to get you to the doctors!" she helped me up.I honestly am grateful for my mom. but I was soo scared that I could be......pregnant. from a guy I don't even know...if I am pregnant I ruined my life, and the baby I'm carrying.
