Now from chapter one and two unless you skipped it, then you would know I have expressed this more than enough. I feel almost nothing, most of the time that I show feelings they aren't real. Not that I don't care about people it's just I feel nothing. I can't stress this enough though, because when I'm on Xbox or meeting new people they'll say something alone the lines of this "you act like a girl." Now the reason for this is that 90% of my friends are girls. Not girlfriends but just friends who are girls. This is why I act like a girl is because I learn how to feel and act from girls. I know this has nothing to do with this but...it has to be said. I hate it when people say I sound like a girl, the reason why is because I'm well aware of it and I hate it myself. So this is the end of this book for now unless I can find any other reasons why my soul is emotionless.
