Desire. [Harry Potter x BTS]

#1.Years Passed In The Castle [Backstory]

[Bts doesn't appear yet, this is a backstory. You can skip it, but you should know the main characters so please read]

It's my first year going there and it feels so bizarre. It's not like I hadn't heard of Hogwarts before. Who hadn't?

But still, the knot in my stomach couldn't go away. I don't think I'd rather be a muggle, but being a witch I have so many expectations to live up to. I might be a complete failure to say the least. Not to mention my older sister, who's popular, athletic, and a good student all at once. I'm just a flop.

My mum didn't help either.
"Okay, as we've established before, kids can be mean, but if you need anything, your sister will be right there. Right, Claire?" She raised her eyebrow at my sister.
Great. Now I'll also be a burden.

My sister nodded her head in response.
"See? Nothing to worry about. Now, promise me your priority will be studying. It's very important to study from the first year, or else everything just gets harder. We don't want that now, do we?" Now she was raising an eyebrow at me.

"No, mum, we don't."

"We really don't." She repeated.

My heart started beating faster, we were actually supposed to get on the train now. And there were so many people.

I watched my sister greeting her friends,hoping maybe one of them had a younger sibling I could hang out with.

Nope.

"Eve, just stay safe." My mum told me. She hugged me, holding my head with one of her hands and she kissed my forehead. Taking one blond strand of hair out of my face and placing it behind my ear, she smiled and went to say goodbye to my sister.

That was actually it. My sister used to call me a baby because she said I'm scared to leave home. I'd never admit it in front of her, but am I actually a baby?

"Talk to people that seem quiet. Don't approach large groups. Have a smile on but not all of the time, it's creepy." My sister started advising me as we went inside the train.

"Now, I'm gonna have to go find my friends so, just sit here,it's empty, and if someone bothers you, tell me to come deal with it. Okay?" She asked.

Excuse me? She's leaving me alone? There are a lot of kids.  Anyone could come sit with me. Or worse, no one will come and sit with me..

I didn't want to seem like a baby though.

"No problem." I said while flashing one of the fakest smiles I could, hoping she'd get it.

I took a seat next to the window. Alone.

See, now I'm just hoping desperately that someone, might just come inside and politely ask me to keep them company.

But you can't always get what you want.

I thought I might just as well take a nap.

"..ghosts. But they don't hurt you! So don't worry. That's what mum said."

Am I in desperate need for company that I've started imagining things? That's definitely a girl's voice. Kind of nasal too.