Bleed It Out

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Wooooaaaaaahhhhh! Hold up a second! This is a triggering chapter.. You can kinda tell by the title.. Yeah enjoy :P

Link locked the bathroom door, he felt dizzy.

There was his reflection in the mirror in his mind he was missing, lost in the nothingness inside of him.

Slowly slid his back down the door until he was sitting, knees to his chest hugging them tight, his life was crashing around him and he was loosing himself.

He let the words that therapist said to him seep into his mind. "your'e not well Charles" link gritted his teeth at that name "charles" he shook that thought out of his head let it out, silently crying wanting it all to stop.

And that's when he saw it, just laying on the bathroom shelf. It was a sharpener, Jesse used it to sharpen her eyeliner pencil.

With out hesitation, link grabbed it of the shelf he took the screw out with his fingernail like a pro. The razor fell out.

He slid the razor across his skin slowly, waiting for the sting on his arm. Link was known for being scared of his own blood, but they never knew the real reason. It reminded him of cutting.

He did it multiple times, but something was different.. He couldn't feel the sting.

Was he not cutting deep enough?

He cut deeper.. Nothing

Blood flowed out of his arm but he was numb, frustration started to build up.

This time he cut deeper than had ever done before, just above his elbow.

"NOTHING!" link screamed in his head as the blood sprayed out of his artery.

His hands were shaking wildly and he started to feel cold, then he realised one of his worst fears.. There is blood all over rhetts bathroom!

Link grabbed the skin around the wound and pulled it together, frantically looking for the first aid box he knew rhett kept in the bathroom somewhere.

He found it.

Link used nearly all the steri-strips to hold the wound shut, then wrapped 2 Bandages tightly around the cut too just to be sure it wouldn't fail him.

He grabbed the scrubbing brush and bleach from the top shelf not bothering to wear gloves as he vigorously scrubbed down the bath, sink the wall where sat. But there was one thing he couldn't clean, the bath mat.

He had an idea, it was kind of crazy but, he was crazy, right?

He rolled up the bath mat and replaced it with clean one "maybe they won't notice" he prayed they didn't. Once he had washed the remaining blood off his skin, he exited the bathroom slowly with the mat in one hand.

He hid it for now underneath his guest mattress and then went down stairs acting as if nothing happened.

Well this was pretty graphic... Maybe too graphic I'm not sure sorry if it is.
BUT ANTWAY OMG I WROTE 4 CHAPTERS TODAY WHOOOOO!! IDK WHY LOL THANKS FOR READING I WILL UPDATE AS SOON A POSSIBLE MY FRIENeDS

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