idk if the song even goes with the chapter but oh well😭
*Gilinsky*
i honestly don't even know what i did wrong. i just stand in the same spot stressed out and kinda in shock. "dude are you okay" i turn around and it was kaira, "not really." i say in a sigh. "wheres octavia?" she asks i shrugged my shoulders and point to the way she walked away. i turn back and start walking to the backstage area where everyone was except for octavia and kaira. now my whole mood was ruined. the only way to have fun after that is to get FUCKED UPPPP (I'm so extra) and hook up with someone because I'm a guy and i need some pussy. (i legit hate myself lol). i have to fix this before i do more damage.
*Kaira*
i keep on walking to the direction of where gilinsky pointed so i can find my angry ass best friend. i see the bar thats at the front of the venue in its own little room. i see her there and she's not looking her best. "honey i know its frustrated but it coulda gone way worse." i saw walking up to her. she turns around with a lemonade vodka. i mean thats not that bad right? "I'm just frustrated and i just don't know why i still like him, like he doesn't even know, I'm just being petty like it ain't even that deep." she says looking at her drink. "maybe you guys should talk and not get mad so easily." i advise. she nods her head and gives me the biggest hug. " i love you so much" she says and takes her drink and we walk out of the bar to the backstage area. we get there and we sit down and she goes on her phone while i go talk to derek. "hey kiddo" he says. "um last i checked i have a name." i say rolling my eyes. "baby girl whats with the attitude." he says putting his arm around me. "there you go with the names, but who said i was your baby girl?" i ask smirking. "well you did last night." he says smiling, god this boy is sexy as fuck. "just cause i gave you head and you liked it, doesn't mean I'm your baby girl." i say not trying to laugh. "well i say it does and that final." he says. "okay daddy" i say smirking while walking away.
*Octavia*
i sit in the back stage area while scrolling through my phone trying to avoid eye contact with some people. i get a text on my phone.
{Gilinsky} fr fr we need to talk and i won't take no for an answer...
{Octavia} i was just being petty don't trip, but alrighty.
i see jack get up from across the room and walk up to me, i get up and we go into the hallway yet again. "what is it?" i ask wanting this problem to be over with. "i just want to know what's right and what's not." he says trying to have patience. "i'm addicted." i say looking down at my feet. but i then remember that i'm a bad ass bitch soooo i pick my fucking head up. "What are you addicted to?" he asks, "I'm addicted to you." i say all in one breath. he looks at me shocked. "look imma break your heart pint blank period." he says. "oh i think the concerts starting." i say and walk to the area. i get my drink and decide to join the crowd. "you good?" johnson asks. "why wouldn't i be?" i say smiling. "come one octavia i've known since day one, he's just fucking clueless, but anyone can tell, but hey he's just like sam don't waste your time on getting hurt when you can be having fun." he says giving me a hug. i just stay quite and think to myself. i have no man,, so hook ups are a yes and getting high and drunk and going out. this might be for the better.
***after the concert cause i'm lazy as fuckkkk**
the concert was fun as fuck, i'm currently bat shit drunk. "octavia calm down" swazz laughs. "do you hear that?" i say while we are walking back to the party bus. he stays quite and looks confused. "ITS RAKE IT UP BRO." i yell. i call for kaira and we start dancing, we all get into the bus blasting rake it up and having fun. i sit down and search for water because i'm having way too much fun. next think you know we are back home. i guess everyone is staying over. i walk out and eat complete shit and i just lay there and laugh. i get up take my shoes off and run into my bed and fall sound asleep.
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