Hidden Smile

A friend

 Harry slowly grabbed my hand. I didn't mind, so I got up closer to him. I still felt that rush, the rush I got before. The little twinkles at the place he touches me. Every time he does that, touching me. I can't even. Right now. We were walking for a bit, then my phone rang. I didn't want to pick up, because if I did, I had to let go of Harry's hand. I had to sacrifice the moment. No I'm not being too dramatic. Sacrificing that, something I littrelay refused to do.

''J, Don't you want to pick up your phone?''

''Uhmm, oh yeah haha,oops.'' Damn it this better be important for ruining my bf, gf moment. Well for me it was a bf, gf moment. Just being totally honest. I found it really smart to act like I didn't hear my phone. But, that's just me, you know. 

-ON THE PHONE-

''Hello?'' I asked not knowing who was on the other line.

''*Crying* H-Hello Jadie???'' The person on the phone was my mom. She was crying. Which meant something was totally wrong. My mom doesn't cry, only when somethings totally wrong. At that moment I felt something was wrong. Totally wrong and I have a strange feeling that tells me it's my dad. I hope not so. I hope I am totally wrong.

''Mom what's wrong'' I started to get tears in my eyes. Harry saw I was upset so he held me tightly and asked what is wrong. I shaked my head and made 'I don't know' faces.

''Your dad, h-honey please come home.'' My feeling. I hope it isn't what I think it is. She was still crying and we were almost home. I dropped my phone and ran home. Harry picked up my phone and followed me.

''MOOOOOOOOOOOM'' I shouted as I opened the door and got in with tears in my eyes. She was sitting with lots of tissues next to her.

''Mom what's going on.'' Tear drops left my eyes and rolled of my cheeck. As if my mascara wasn't already ruined by my first crying event today.

''You're dad honey he, he...''

''No, NO NO NO NO NOOO, I don't wanna hear it!'' I ran up to my room and threw myself on my bed. I refused to her my dad is...

Harry came in and saw my mom crying, he asked her what happened and she told him. Harry asked her where I was and my mom pointed to the roof. I could hear evreything and also the quick footsteps of my (boy?)friend. He came up and saw me crying. AGAIN. As if Crying once wasn't enough. I mean, twice in one day. Get your shit together. Yeah you read it right! I was swearing there. I didn't want to, but these are my thoughts! And I'm devistated! Heartbroken. Torn. Ripped. As if someone grabbed my heart, brought it to a far, far away foreighn country and killed it. And I had to miss it and feel the pain.

''Don't cry, I'm here for you!'' He said while putting me off my bed, hugging me and giving me a kis on my forehead, again. I was crying and blushing at the same time. Never thought that was possible. He wiped of my tears. He's so sweet and he's here. I saw some tears in his eye, he didn't even know my dad, but I find it sweet. His empathy towards me.

''You have to go back to school. If they know you're ditching you'll get detention.'' I said, still devastated.

''I'm not going anywhere, and if I get detention, at least it is with you... You still have your paper from Mrs. simons class.'' He chuckles, I smirked and so did he. I poked his dimps. Always wanted to do that. It made me laugh. Quite hard actually. I'm so happy he's here. He takes away a bit of the pain. I will just laugh and smile. Fake a smile, but when I'm with him I don't fake a smile all the time. Because he's the one that makes me feel like I'm really worth it. Even my friends don't see it when I'm faking a smile. But yet, Harry is the one, the only one I guess, who can make me smile all the time.

''I'm so happy you're here!!'' I told him

''I'm always happy to be around you! I'd rather be with you, then with anyone else!'' He smiled and came closer to me. His face slowly came closer to mine and at the point there was coming up some action... I had to think about Matty, and pulled my face back. I'm also not ready, I just got horrible news. I mean this is just not the right moment. Believe me there's nothing I'd rather do than get my first kiss from my crush, love? I just can't do it right now, and I really hope he gets it.

''I can't, I'm sorry.'' What the heck is wrong with you? He wanted to get some lip-to-lip action!! I felt so stupid for not doing it. But I just explaned you why I couldn't. 

''I'm so sorry, if you're not ready... and it's the worst timing with the situation and...'' He was acting all nervous, not acting, he WAS really nervous, I mean IS. But now he thinks I don't want to kiss those irresistible lips.

''No, it's not you, it's Matty.'' I said looking down. I know I didn't want to tell him, but it's Matt's own fault for threatning me like that. I'm really insecure, and the only one who makes me feel good is going to think that I don't like him. I had too, right? Yes, definitetly.

He lifted up my chin, looked me in the eye and slowely said  ''What you like Matthew?'' His sparkling eyes  looking right into mine, with his frowning eyebrows. I can't resist but kiss him right now, yet I still can't. 

''Noo, he, he.. '' I said while frowning my eyebrows, ''You won't believe me and I don't want to ruin you're friendship with him, but...'' I heard a loud beep. It was a message from Gennie. I didn't open it straight away, because I am trying to have a serious convo. Thanks for your timing by the way, Gen.

''Huh, what Jade? You can tell me.'' He grabbed my hand and frowned his eyebrows and looked confused into my eyes. I couldn't resist but kissing him right now, again, but first I- I have to tell him. I want to tell him. So tell him smartass!! And that was exactly what I was planned on doing.

''He threatened me, the day we were together. Well not really as in threatning, but I can't hang around with you or else... That your too popular and I can't hang around with you because I'm a nobody, Okay?''

''Wait he what? Was that the reason, you, told me the popular stuff... because he said that to you? It isn't true Okay I really like you! There isn't a thing like popularity for me. Other people can say what they want. I DON'T CARE. I really don't want you to think that I don't like you, because not everyone knows you or something...'' It relieved me, I thought he'd say something totally diffrent like: ''You're such a liar, blablabla you are such a nobody I dont like you, stay away blablabla...''' But he didn't and I totally like him, love him, hmmm. I wanted to walk a bit outside. So I asked him that if he really didn't want to go, if he'd come with me. and he wanted too, so we went outside. My head was still in Mars instead of earth, still in the clouds, of Mars. Wait Mars doesn't have clouds. Awkward. Yet it felt like I was there, with my thoughts and everything. I don't really exactly know what happened. My head wasn't in the clear clouds, but in the thundery clouds. My dad still wasn't forgotten. And he never will be.

''Let's sit there.'' He pointed at a bench underneath an oak tree.

''Okay.'' I said. And we sat underneath the oaktree, Harry beside me.

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So this is the 2nd part. Very short though, but there's coming more soon. I hope you guys like it I was kinda pushed into it *cough *cough... Vote and I'd love to read some comments on the story. Updating ASAP :) Thanks for all the reas so far!