Soldier - ft. Baekhyun -- one shot

S O L D I E R

- a one shot by daebakla, ft. Byun Baekhyun. 04/09/14.

 PS: Play the song on the right side :)

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You got holes in your jeans

and few in your heart

“Let’s stop this, oppa.” Nagtaka ako nang sinabi niya sakin yan.

“W-what are you saying?” I asked. She started crying. “H-Hey, what’s wrong?” tinanong ko ulit siya pero hindi niya ako sinagot.

You don’t know what it means to me,

to watch you fall apart

Umiling lang siya nang umiling habang umiiyak. And this scene pains me so much.

Cause your broken and bruised,

but I can hold you close.

She stared at me, and finally said. “L-Let’s broke up.”

I stared back at her, and hugged her. Here we go again.

I’ll take you in my arms tonight,

just me and you.

When we had our concert in the Philippines, nabangga ko siya nung nasa mall kami. Hindi siya nakapagsalita nang maayos nang makilala niya ako. Nagsorry ako sa kanya, at nagtuloy na. Hindi ko naman alam na siya ay isa sa active members ng fan club namin sa Pilipinas. Noong preparation ng press con at practice para sa concert, palagi kaming nagkakasama. After that, I found myself calling out her name after the concert, and told her that I love her. Doon nagsimula ang lahat. Kaya huwag kayong magtaka kung bakit kaya kong magtagalog. Tinuruan niya kasi ako, pag nasa skype kami. It was hard but for her, I succeeded.

Baby in a heart beat,

I’ll take you with me

“Don’t say that,” sabi ko sa kanya while kissing her forehead. “What’s the problem this time?”

I just wanna get to know you

You’re throwing me off beat

Hindi siya sumagot. “The sasaengs again?” I never announced that I’m in a relationship, mahigpit na pinagbabawal yun ni SM. Bawal kaming makipagrelasyon, kaming dose. Pero alam kong nagdududa na ang mga fans, lalo na ang mga sasaengs dahil palagi ko siyang kasama, pero nakasuot siya palagi ng glasses at beanie. And yes, she’s in Seoul. Why? She’s an exchange student. Smart girl, isn’t she? I’m so proud of her.

So I can’t breathe 

I just wanna get to show you

“Then what is it?” I asked her again. God, I hate seeing her cry because of this.. Because of me.

If we’re falling apart

I will fight for your heart 

“Taeyeon unnie likes you,” sabi niya. “Mas bagay kayo.”

I can be your shield

I will fight on the field 

Kumunot-noo ako. Palagi na lang issue sa kanya ‘to. Yes, Taeyeon noona likes me, and even asked me if I have a girlfriend already. Alam niya din kasi na bawal pa rin sa amin pero sa kanila, ayos lang.