I'm not perfect (But you are to me) | Norminah Ageplay **DISCONTINUED**

The start.

Before you start reading, one I know it sucks. Two do no demand updates. And three please tell me what you think of it! I love reading the comments!!

I should warn you, it mentions some 'touchy' subjects that will reoccur in the story.

Enjoy! (It is not edited)
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In the world we live in, at 21 most get to order their first drink, party and enjoy the adult life. But for Normani, that wasn't the case. In the world she lives in, at the age of 18 you are given the choice to participate in the BDSM culture. Though not forced, most accept it. At 21, you must begin to settle on whether or not you actually want to stay a part of it or be classified as 'normal civilized person'.

Normani, a sweetheart that loves to dance, sing and most importantly, learn. She had always watched others and observed. But Normani is not normal... Lets get to know a bit about her, shall we?

At birth, Normani's mother was too young to raise her, so she gave Normani up. She wanted her baby to have a good, full life. But little did she know, her daughter would go through hell in her first years.

At two, Normani was happily playing with her toys when her nanny came into the room and picked her up. Tears streaked down her cheeks. The call they never thought they would get. Normani's first adoptive parents loved her. They had always wanted a baby and when they saw Normani the day she was born, they were in love. What Normani never would know was, her adoptive mother had ovarian cancer. Her adoptive father, well he had passed soon after she turned one. Due to a heart attack.

At four, Normani was now with her adoptive grandparents. Her grandmother wanted nothing to do with her most of the time. Yet she did provide Normani with the essentials. Her grandfather on the other hand, gave her the world! He loved Normani as it reminded him of his daughter.

Her childhood was amazing after that. She couldn't remember her adoptive parents, though she had pictures of them. She knew something was different about her family dynamic due to her friends. Almost all of her friends parents looked similar to them. Where hers had different skin color than her. That didn't stop her love for them though.

At ten, Normani began to get angry. Not just at a specific thing. She would be smiling and laughing and then, SNAP. She would be angry. She would always apologize, she hated that it happened. So she seeked help, thanks to her grandfather.

By twelve, she had found a medication that helped her. She had been diagnosed with bipolar, depression. Things had been rough with her grandmother after that. Normani would always hear her complain about how she was a burden and a waste of money. The only thing keeping Normani sane was her poppy. (Aka her grandfather)

Normani is now twenty. She has moved out and got a part time job at a daycare. She has her best friend Camila, who doesn't care about Normani's 'differences'.

Two years ago, she had signed her agreement to be a part of the BDSM community. They have this online chatroom. Its designed to match you to someone that has similar interests after you take a test.

This test determines what part you belong in. And for Normani, she found out that she has been assigned as a little. At first, she couldn't believe it. She thought it was a mistake. How could she possibly be a little?

Then as she made friends, she began to understand. Being a little wasn't all about wanting to relive a childhood. It was a way to relieve stress and get away. Though she still believed that she didn't need a caregiver.

She had talked to several people who took an interest in her, but no one grasped Normani's attention. Normani seemed to scare some people away. So she began to worry. Maybe she shouldn't be a part of this community. Maybe her grandmother was right.