Bella
If you ever get this letter. Al I want to say is I love you. It's not like he love Edward said he had. It's more. Our love weighs me to the earth. If you died I would also have to die. And nothing will make me not love you. Well maybe me bein...
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I drive to Jakes place. I ran to his door. "Billy I know you're in there! I need to see Jake!" He opened the door. He was frowning as if I wasn't allowed here anymore. "Bella go away. Jake isn't here and I'm done with the calls you have been giving me. As I said before Jake does t want you here. He's done. Now goodbye Bella." He slammed the door. I walked back to the car. I sat there and cried for a bit. I saw Billy looking out his window. I sat there I was staring to dose off when I saw four boys standing across the field. I saw Sam and I glared at him. Then I saw Jake walking towards them. I got out of my car and ran towards him. "Jake! Why! Why haven't you talked to me! Jake look at me!" He stared in the opposite direction. "Jake please don't make me leave!"
"Bella go! I don't want you here! I'm done trying to help you! You're a lost cause!" Tears came down my face. I couldn't take it anymore. "Fine Jake. Bye forever!" I yelled over my shoulder. I got in my car. And drive back to my house. I'm gonna kill myself. I was alone at my house. I grabbed the knife and grabbed the phone. I called Billy's house. "Hi Billy. Can you please tell Jake that I'm done. That I'm finished. That I'm done with living." He wasn't getting the memo. But he answered. "Yes Bella. Or maybe you can tell him yourself?" I heard him yell for Jake. And I heard the phone get handed to him.
"Yes Bella?"
"I'm done. I'm finished. I'm done with living for nothing I'm done getting my heart ripped out. I'm done with people saying they'll never hurt me but do the exact opposite. So I'm here to say good bye." I could tell he didn't understand. "Jake I'm gonna kill myself as you said before I'm a lost cause."
He gasped. "Bella don't please don't! If you kill yourself then you won't get to live a life."
"Jake I have no life left in me. People don't want me in there life. Edward has got a fiancé and you say I'm worthless and in my book that means I'm nothing. Now as I said before goodbye Jake. Oh and please do tell Edward I have killed myself." And I hung up the phone. I ran upstairs and went into my room. I tools deep breath. I was ready. I heard the doorbell. And I ran out of my room and fell downstairs. I couldn't breathe. The last thing I saw was Jake.
