it's the middle of the fucking night and i'm woken up by pounding on the wall in the room next to mine. everyone still seems to be up and is unbothered. but no one fucking interrupts my sleep or it's gonna be bad. i go to the the rail of the stair and yell "can you guys not fucking hear the pounding i'm tryna fucking sleep!" i walk to the room next to mine which is gilinsky's. i open the door and walking in "um last time i checked its like 2:45 in the morning and some people like me are trying to fucking sleep, so stop throwing a tantrum lil boy." i say and walk out of my room.
i go to my bed and i toss and turn and i can't seem to fall asleep, "thanks asshole now i can't sleep" i screen through his door. i walk downstairs and everyone is writhed drinking or smoking. i go sit on the couch. "what's up grumpy head?" johnson asks. "ya boy gilinsky woke me tf up and now i'm annoyed." i say rolling my eyes.
*Johnson*
"ya boy gilinsky woke me tf up and now i'm annoyed." octavia says rolling my eyes. i go up the stairs to gilinsky a room to check on everything. "hey you good?" i ask while walking into his room seeing him sitting on the bed with his head in his hands. "i want to like her i really do, but i just can't." he says frustrated. "so you don't like her?" i ask. he shakes his head no. "then let her be happy." i say putting my arm on his shoulder. "but she's mad pissed because you woke her up." i say laughing. i get up and walk out an gilinsky does the same. we both walk downstairs and i'm in the middle of gilinsky and octavia, "mmm jack is sure looking like a snack right now" octavia whispers in my ear. all i do is laugh. after 4 awkward minutes of sitting there i get up and leave them to figure their shit out.
*Jack*
johnson left which was kinda a good bestfriend move. "i want you to be happy." i say to octavia without looking at her. she scoffs. "i'm not good for you and if i ever did hurt you our friendship would go down the drain." i add on. she rolls her eyes. "who's says our friendship wasn't already down the drain?" she says. "well i didn-" i was cut off by her continuing. "look i like you it's whatever obviously it's going to hurt if you don't like me back it's how most of the people in the world react, i'm gonna try not to let this ruin our fucking friendship, but if you're gonna friendzone me do it now." she says with a shit load of attitude. "alright well we are better as friends." i sigh and she walks away.
*Octavia*
i get up from the couch and grab the blunt out of sams hands before he puts it in between his lips. "babeeeee." he whines. i put the blunt in between my lips i inhale and exhale after a couple of seconds. i give sammy the blunt back and i rest my head on his shoulders. "i'm not in the best mood." i huff out. sammy looks at me. "stop staring." i laugh, "sorry i've never seen you like this since i hurt you." he says giving me a hug. "thanks wilk but i don't want your pity. i'm going back to sleep." i say walking upstairs.
*next morning
*Octavia* i wake up with a pounding headache. i check my phone and see that sam texted me. i check the time and it's 5:50pm
{wilkinson} do you have any plans today ?
{octavia} nope
{wilkinson} well now you do i'll be at you're house in 30 minutes😁
30 minutes. is this nigga joking or.... i huff and i go downstairs. i see johnson eating a bagel i grab it from him and i take a bite out of it. "for why?" he asks pretending to be hurt. all i do is laugh. i go into our medicine cabinet and i get out pain relievers, i take the pill and walk upstairs. i play persian rugs on my speaker while i begin to brush my teeth, i then straighten my hair. i do light make up: concealer,mascara, and highlight. i go to my closet and pick out an outfit.
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as i'm almost done putting my shoes on sam barges in my room. "ever heard of knocking wilk?" i say with slight attitude. "oh shush lil girl." he says laughing laying on my bed. i grab my purse and walk to my bedroom door signaling i'm ready to go. "i'm going out text me if anything!" i yell walking down the stairs. i hear two byes but there's one missing, and it's gilinskys. i'm halfway down the stairs when i decide to go check on him. hey friends are friends. i open his door and he's not in his room.
"has anyone seen jack?" i ask walking out of his room. i just hear no's. i brush it off and exit my house with sam into his car. "so what are we gonna do?" i ask "you'll see." he says beginning to drive. i look in his glove compartment because he always have the best fucking gum. i pull out sunglasses that i have been looking for. "bro ive been fucking looking for these." i say punching his arm, he just laughs.
after a 1hour and 30minutes car drive we pull up in a drive in. "aw this is so cute, the last time i came here was with you." i say looking at my surroundings. "what are we watching?" i ask. "you'll see." he says finding a spot.
****the movie starts****
"omg it's pretty woman!" i yell at him causing us to get glares. "yes yes yes calm down." he says laugh. i turn my head back to the movie and i can feel sammy still looking at me. " take a picture it'll last longer." i said still keeping my attention on the movie. "i miss you." he says lowly. i look at him. and for minutes we were staring in each other's eyes. he starts leaning in. his lips on mine just reminded me about the old times where life was fun and not stressful. after the long passionate kiss sam starts to speak up. "octavia i fucking miss you but we all know you're head over heels for jack and i know i screwed up and i don't know why i did what i did but i still fucking love you." he says. "sam..." i start but i get cut off by sam, "octavia don't say anything." he said harshly. he starts his car and drives out of the drive in and starts to head to my house.
***at octavia's house
"get out." he says harshly. i look at him at disbelief. i'm not gonna cry because i'm a bad bitch." i go inside my house and see that no one is home. when i'm sad or frustrated i usually go confide in gilinsky. but we aren't on the best terms. i go into gilinskys room and grab some of his pre rolled blunts and light it. i sit on his bed and that's when it all comes crashing down. tear start falling and it doesn't stop.
i hear the front door open and i straighten myself out. i walk out of gilinskys room and walk downstairs and sit on the island in the kitchen."hey gilinsky." i say with a small smile.
