Bella
If you ever get this letter. Al I want to say is I love you. It's not like he love Edward said he had. It's more. Our love weighs me to the earth. If you died I would also have to die. And nothing will make me not love you. Well maybe me bein...
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I awoke in a bright room. I let my eyes adjust then I looked around. I was in a hospital room and I was attached to a machine and some IVs. I looked straight at Jake. He was pacing. "Hello Jake." My raspy voice rang out. He walked over to me.
"Bella! You're finally awake! Is there any pain? Are you hungry? Do you want some medicine? Do you want some water?" I smiled he was so lost in thought. I looked at his hair. It was cut. I looked at his shoulder and surprise surprise there was a tattoo.
"Jake! You are in so much trouble! Why do you have a tattoo?! Why haven't you answered my phone calls?! And expessically why did you save me! I wanted to die!!" That's when Charlie walked in. "Bella Swan! You were trying to get yourself killed?! You know that me and your mother would be depressed! That I would probably kill myself! You're all I have left Bella!" I stared at my hands. I didn't want to talk about it. I was done explaining. I was fine with talking to people who think I'm worthless. "Well father I am done with life. With all the heartbreaks I just want it to end. First Edward goes and finds another girl. Than Jake says I'm a lost cause. I just want the pain to end." Jake tried to comfort me. I scooted away.
I didn't want him here. I didn't want to be here. "I'm sorry Bella. But Sam told me it was for the best. That I shouldn't get you involved that you would be better off if I wasn't in your life. And said if I said you were a lost cause that you would leave me alone so I couldn't hurt you, I don't want to hurt you. I want you to be safe." I rolled my eyes. I've heard that before. "And I love you more than Edward had. I love you with all my heart." I looked away. Not wanting to see his eyes. I heard the door open and close. I turned my head hoping that Jake had left. But my father had. He was never a fan of lovey dovey stuff.
"Bella. I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you. I actually want you to be happy." I looked into his eyes. "I'm sorry Jake but I'll never be happy." But that's when he leaned in.
