Everything Meaningless

Final

There could have been something
She thought that things would  change in a year or two
They would have a fresh start,
He might like her like she liked him
It was the new beginning she had been waiting for after she realized she liked him
She could start fresh with him and be who she wanted to be

But the possibility of that future was ripped from her fingers,
Torn to shreds
He was pulled from her grasp
Taken from her

He was more than just a boy though,
He was a best friend who just understood her
And she loved the music he would play,
So she will try to make that kind of music for the rest of her life
But she would never be able to master the heavenly melodies that he did.

And all she wished was to be able to do something
But she was frozen, with grief and pain
With hopeless and helplessness and fear
So she stood to the side
As he gave a speech that only a leader could give
And she held back the tears that wanted only to be wept.

And after, she put on a fake smile, and acted happy
The way you do when you don't want people to know that something inside,
Something in your soul is in pain
It could have been a clean break
But he never said goodbye.

So she had to think it for the both of them.

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This is my first time attempting to write poetry, don't hate me.