First Love

chapter one

It has been a week since my breakup with my previous boyfriend. I wasn't really happy in that relationship. It was all good in the beginning, but it progressively got worse. Like every other toxic relationship it started with small things, but of course I ignored all the red flags. You'd think I was dating him for a few months, but because I was scared of leaving the relationship, it dragged on for 5 years. But because I finally had the courage to cut ties with him, I have never been more happy in my life so far.

The real MVP in my life is my best friend, Amalia. She stuck with me and helped me throughout the terrible relationship. Every now and then I would have bad days due to the traumatic experience I went through. Those days were hell, but Amalia said she would come up with a solution on how to make things easier for me. What was that solution? Well the only thing that a best friend would suggest: moving in! She lives in Seoul, South Korea because she wanted to be closer to her family which is understandable. There are many benefits on why I should move in with her, but the main is because I've always wanted to go there.

Well not gonna lie, but I also love Korean music. I think it would be nice to get to know the culture, the people, and the environment. Ah yes, another MVP is BTS. Their music really touched my heart and I truly feel like they are my second family, regardless of what anyone says. Who is my bias? Ladies and gentlemen, the one and only Min Yoongi. His passion for music, the infamous gummy smile, and the way he cares of the members in his own way are just a few things that I love about him. But don't get me wrong I of course love all 7 of them.

Anyways, enough with the sappy background story and shit like that, I actually have to get up from bed and catch a flight cause today is the day I leave this place for good. I chance for me to start a new chapter of my life.

[time skip: boarding the plane]

"All passengers going to Seoul, South Korea, please be seated. Once everyone is seated and settled, we will take off."

I can feel a mixture of many different emotions stir inside of me. I can't help but feel mostly nervous. I mean this is finally happening, a fresh start and maybe I can properly heal my hidden wounds. What if things don't go well? What if I just end up in another toxic relationship? Fear of getting hurt by someone you love? Fear of re-living the same hellish days? What if I end up losing my best friend too? I can't afford that. I'm scared. I-

"Excuse me. Is this the correct seat?"

I snap back to reality and look up to see who asked me a question. My eyes widened at the familiar figure standing there. I must've been staring since he waved his hand in front of me and I was once again brought back to reality. I simply nodded and turn away to look out the window. I can feel my face flush from embarrassment and my hands getting clammy. I take a glance at the figure sitting next to me and pinch my hand to see if I'm actually brought to reality. "Oh dear god, it really is him. He really is here. Does that mean the others are here too? They're probably nearby as well." I take this opportunity to look around the cabin and pray that God isn't playing a trick on my eyes.

"Nice to meet you too. By the way, there's no need to hide it." The person next to me stated. I look at him and try to remain calm. Is it working? Absolutely not. Am I seriously making me look like a fool in front of him? Yes. Yes I am. I looked down as if my feet were the most interesting thing to stare at the moment. I muster all the courage I have in me and finally make eye contact with God himself. 

"What a surprise to find Min Yoongi sitting next to me."