By: Angelique Pene
I'm deep in my thoughts
It seems they won't stop
I know that I'm lost
It's all in my head
All that they said
Until I wind up dead
It's the infinite stare
That is going nowhere
They said "fuck you"
That was my cue
There is nothing I can do
They don't know how I was affected
All I wanted to be was accepted
Now all I am is neglected
It's the infinite stare
That is going nowhere
A lifetime of lying
Leads to me dying
Now I can't stop crying
Time to put on my mask
Finish my task
And turn to my flask
It's the infinite stare
That is going nowhere
I am now ill
I swallow a pill
Until I am still
Was it worth it, who knows
I can't feel my toes
That's where my life goes
Into the infinite stare that is going nowhere