Suicide
Hi my name is kaylee i'm 13 and i'm in 7th grade. I am bullied a lot
and I mean alot because of my looks you see i have a birth defect called down syndrome. A Lot of people have it and if you don't i would feel lucky you don't have to put up with the crap that i do everyday. Ok anyway it was a cold October day it had been a normal day for me anyway. Kids were making fun of me but I was used to it. So I was walking home going on my usual route through the woods and on the train tracks. But i was skipping down my block almost home happy as can be because mike a cute guy asked me to the Valentine's dance yay! Anyways,the popular kids live on my block too and were saying stuff like ¨Mike only asked you because he was desperate.¨ I stopped skipping and started to think ¨Is he really like desperate NO! he likes me¨ I started smiling by now the popular kids were in front of me laughing and calling me names like ¨RETARD! REJECT¨ and Sophie i small little blonde tripped me and i fell and broke my glasses i blacked out. All i remember was waking up covered in blood i went to reach in my pockets to get my house key. I was almost home but when i reached in my pocket my key and money were gone. I walked home and waited for my mom to get there i fell asleep on the porch when i woke up my mom was asking me if i was ok. I was so mad a screamed. "Does it look like im ok NO! You wanna know why because kids still won't leave me alone you say it will get better they're just jealous of me but they're not they just like picking on me!" "honey i'm ......sorry i love you but i can't promise they will leave you alone" "it's ok i'm just tired" So i went upstairs my stairs are hard to get up they circle around my house and i get dizzy. But i finally got to the top turned to the right and it was the 3 door on the left. I opened my door and as soon as i entered my room an aroma filled my nose ahhh cinnamon candles anyway my room is pretty normal for a 13 year old girl except it is purple everywhere well except for my bed it was a canopy bed with blue wooden poles and a lilac purple bedspread. My mom tried to make it up to me by making my favorite food spegheti for dinner i ate it and fell asleep. I woke up the next day ready to face what was coming at least i thought i was ready i rode the bus which is really quite in the morning i got to school and i opened my locker like i said i thought i was ready.
As soon as I opened my locker letters and razors gushed out i was fed up i went to the girls bathroom i grabbed the first razor i saw and i ran to the bathroom. I hid in a stall and i put the razor vertically not horizontally I wanted results not attention. I was about to end my life when summer my best friend since 1st grade walked in and right after her was haylee. Haylee was a popular kid she was picking on summer i was so mad i jumped out of the stall and landed right in front of Haylee and she was startled until she saw me i said " WILL YOU STOP PEOPLE LIKE U ARE THE REASON I'M IN HERE!" "why so u can cry about it" "NO BECAUSE ALL THOSE RAZORS Y'ALL GAVE ME WERE FIXING TO COME TO USE" " oh well i'm sorry we were just playing around". "OK WELL IF THIS IS A GAME TO YOU I DONT WANNA PLAY!" Summer and I walked out of the bathroom and as soon as i calmed down my arm started to burn. It hurt like badly OMG! It was gushing blood the room started to get blurry i fell on the ground i felt warm and i saw a white light and a tunnel at the end of the tunnel was my grandma I knew I was dieing and i was ready i just stood up for me and my friend i was dieing but peacefully and like that i was gone.
