Darcee
Let's start when everything went down hill...
I guess I should start with the divorce. My parents split up when I was five or so. I was molested at six by my cousin (and again my freshman year). My mom lost custody of my brother's and I because drugs are a bitch. We went to live with my dad and his girlfriend after that.
I was bullied from then until now for my weight and because I went through puberty REALLY early.
I started cutting in my seventh year of school.
Attempted suicide by overdose only last year... I started listening to Black Veil Brides in seventh grade, and every time I cut, burnt or tried to hurt myself, I went and listened to Knives and Pens. Later on it was Savior. That song is keeping me alive. I live with my mom now and she is doing her best but I feel sad still... And I have no clue why. I'm 16 almost 17. And my name is Darcee Iris Jones. I have depression, anxiety and the start of anorexia. Music is what pulls me through. And no one understands.
I'm thrown around daily by girls I just met. I'm called a slut and ugly and fat. Every word slices my already low self-esteem in two. And it never ends.
I'm also kind of in love with Ashley Purdy from Black Veil Brides. His quotes and those songs I mentioned... they have had an affect on me like you wouldn't believe. Anywho..
